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i'm glad that we can do this i'm very happy that are
you know
i appreciate our zooming
ah was the one thing that i'm i'm concerned about what among other things that that in thinking about as maneuver people
don't have the opportunity to practice slide with us with us older books for am carrying the tradition and also and in i'm i'm frustrated because i wonder demonstrate to people about breathing and about past
chur and others you know now
basic ah
the constituents of our practice so i just want to express that
am
now also you know if somebody really want to come face to face
after the distance i can talk to them about them
ah
what does does
things
so given that i'm really do a deal with the questions
so
i don't restart rifts are through the marvin gaye
if you can i knew yourself sir
can you hear me of crown okay to allow me to
lamb fan attorney download okay
that that's good surgeon dr percy
you used to give a lot of correction
mom now you give a lot of encouragement
actually i i i never found your corrections anything but encouragement but what's the difference no difference
it's all encouragement yes
yes to encouraging
but
people complain about correction oh underbite correction by with a call color correction anymore
because adjustment
ah yeah
so what happened is that a matter of the times or you're tired of giving corrections or not we used to say something differently than before as a result of so many years of practice it's a little softer
to say adjustment because correction means you're doing something rug which you may be but we don't want to call it wrong
it was only doing something wrong that's a
it's got when we say adjustment diminish something's out of line that something wrong
so then say something about the difference between adjustment than and encouragement because
you give a lot of encouragement now but yes i do is that a result of
something that's
shifted our a result of so many years of practice know the differently know
it's because
people are a bit on the own pretty much everyone is on our own in a sense
and it's nice to have a or
a voice of encouragement
to support your practice show i'm when i'm always that is everything i've done is just put our practice but in this particular time i think people you know i see people practicing well as well in our own huddled so to speak and so
hum
ah i want my people feel that what they're doing it's just fun
or given remind them of something about how we attraction and that we are all supported each other daddy think what's really important here with saga and we are supporting each other and that's my role at the moment
support everybody
so ah it and it's a very encouraging to get to book tour
don't let people know that are the right track
for the wrong track
but i don't usually say nigger the wrong track i use it your on the ranch i just keep doing what you're doing unless they really need something
andrea yeah a lot of the number of people who it i don't know what their level of having
an intimate being in the internet with the practice so we've done it for years years but to know people haven't lot of people haven't and so you know we absorb the practice through our pores through
association with each other it's as an and in newark and an ah
teaching added and support
so dissimilar we've always done this so we can teach them remain take them for granted
ah so it with that's not possible right now
subject to be able to really encourage people by
i'm
the acknowledging
what are doing that's just kinda by the role i have right now
that sounds good an audio encourage yourself at this time i don't have enough drama a actually courage myself ah
my whole life is encouraging myself so has just it's just natural to me when i see somebody really something i just be without thinking about
tonight right before we started someone called a friend who was discouraged by the news have till we talked a little about the news but then i told her it's really important to laugh the so we did we talked seriously but then we laughed and
at the end she said i feel better but i don't know why use course so i i'm hearing you say it is like we need each other and we need to talk to each other and support each other yes and encourage each of them know some thank you for that
our christian ovens
hello can harry i can see you put a or you can hear me now yes
thank you are sojourn roshi
if i understand correctly sojourn roshi you and shan yu suzuki she's nz not both
got are both you and shan yu suzuki is angie
co-founded berkeley's and center
well yes so then you're both co-founders yet suzuki roshi or genji is also your teacher yes i had the privilege to hear some of the recordings by audio not that that that i am by our sangha was provided to us
on put a flash drive and and also wants a d cities and i've also had a chance to read some of these are teachings
but it's but what we have access to is very small but from the small sample i just turned that should use the case and g didn't include much if at all political or social commentary in the zendo or and the taisho i never been into a community room
with that with him so i'm assuming that he also exercise that forbearance
and our time we have expanded community room we have a yahoo email as well as a t t time and of course the tissues they go out into the world as pockets are we on the right track by our abbott's and introducing political and social
concerns does that can that have a risk of distracting or diverting us away from universal dharma please know that's a good question maybe the under law in question but it's a good question oh suzuki roshi
you know i have been through the second world war he built in manchuria but he he was an alaskan a outer manchuria he barely it so he'd been any at he saw the devastation of japan
and competitive world so
and he had seen how ah oh
a piece of more
more follows peace peaceful as war is like one foot following the other it it's continuously like that so he won't he want he is understanding was or practice
should
be beyond our understanding should be beyond one piece
but at the same time
he knew that we had to do certain things he never discouraged us from doing anything in it didn't encourages and he didn't discourages he was interested in the dharma period so as an example when we had the human being
the golden gate park which was a huge event
the huge event while the hippies in a world where there and
he gave a talk and stock is wonderful i get forward and said
but it was it was a heartfelt talk about you know encouraging the hippies and puppies
we regret he loved his
unwashed
raggedy the peace because they were
the counterculture
so instead of talking about
oh politics never talked about politics being a feel where he was
on a scale of politics
but he was
it's his job was to encourage people to practice and then they could decide what they want to do
so he is his whole thrust
ah
to give people the foundation for their lunch and then they can decide what they want you given that translation he never told people want to do he just said this is her practice this is the foundation of your life do it
we're help you will provide
the space for use it doesn't and for you to learn to dharma and for you the antidote
and then you have to decide what you're going to i'm not gonna tell you what we should do
so he realized that and the dharma would tell people what to do if they really had faced the dharma you know what to do
but now
are we on the right tasked with you and your success for avid do we need some adjustment your wearing the right path

join us
and you could join the world we are we did we practice with the whole universe
i hear the talks yes
that's it i can talk some more but that pretty good
i can count will have a sailing tomorrow
need to work you do
before i get to work now
really to work so i took my talk will be recorded

a jury oliva parking
okay so when i surgeon when i thought about from what i wanted to ask you about the thing that came to my mind was my i'll practice
oh so i kind of went back to get to coin and whether my i have practice was ah adequate
to the current situation the things that are happening so i went back and i just gonna read that quote from angel colon
within the dusty world and beyond there are innumerable aspects and characteristics we only see or grasp as far as the power of our i have studied and pack and in practice can see when we listened to the reality of myriad things we must know that there
are inexhaustible characteristics even in a drop of water
so
in this in this place now of ah
the enormity of change multiplicity of of ah
challenges ah
violence on disease locus every place we look some major challenge ah
and there are myriad aspects of these
so how do i how do i how do i trust my i have practice expand my i am practice
in order to respond in the face of all these sources of suffering for myself and other people well i'll answer your question with a question first ha
the answer from it's a question is how will you fix the whole world
ha
the a question of that sir
i can only i can only deal with what's in front of me yes sure that your answer
you can only do we were thinking on a deal with what's in front of me yes and that covers the whole world
there's there's so much and how do i trust
when i choose to act when i choose to respond
how do i trust my i of practice
what else is there to trust
where do i feel it where do i feel that trust
well insured in your breath
when you can breathe calmly don't trust
where'd you get shaken up and your breath is a troubled
and am
you're troubled
so is so simple to come back to your breath and always breathe deeply
always breathe deeply and find the calmness of your mind
so we trust in accomplish of our mind
that's buddha
so knowing intimately your breath yes ah knowing
what it's telling you this you know breath
preface is is the deepest thing in your upper body just and the bottom right there we go up little bit we have the abdomen that we have the stomach and then we have the heart
then we have the head
so the head will tell us many many things enlisted the head is damaged and has trashed and were in and in the horror or in the breath it doesn't know what to do it just
is are dependent on ideas
so will we depend on the breath as the major factor
who has never do with thinking has do it just existence
and with balance
damage and equanimity that that's the basis of all decisions

so the trusting of the pratt of our practice or reading practice
what it feels like in the god and a heart you know
oh
the god is basic reality
the heart is compassion
and the mind is thinking that we're all three of those are in harmony
you know what to do
if we don't then look and see which part of what is when the the street is utter bilge
we're depending on the head all the time that's why you're hesitating

but that's where we sit certain

to bring your three aspects into balance
they were you stand up your head is clear
oh boy
show is called just taking care of your corner of the room
this issue take care of the corner of your room thoroughly you'll know what the next step is

thank you you work
of regime and thatch
good evening surgeon
good evening can you see me i do you like really really wonderful actually
language good the hypothetical
it's gonna be here with you i feel so fortunate that we're all here practicing together and practicing with you
so this is a question that has been in my mind for many a dog walk that we've taken its kind of a personal question but i wanted to have it in a more formal way with you
and am
his residence with cherries
so i was ordained fifteen years ago
and ah over the years i've done many things and taught classes and lead groups and over the years i ah
several times when out and
thought about being a teacher and interviewed to be a teacher and different places and somehow that just never seem to happened sometimes i wasn't ready and sometimes it i just didn't happen and so i wondered if that's because of a lack of
confidence or a lack of imagination or a lack of trust in the dharma or maybe it's because of are just not understanding myself well enough and what my abilities and my karmic positions what do you see
impressions
really
during a pixel
but it took them
impatience and that he wants somebody to happen
so when you go some place
you will be a teacher
it was you who you knew of the talking over your dad's problem
i see that can you know in our ah you don't know haven't said this in the last couple of years i have come to settle in a place of just whatever i'm doing and however i'm doing at to offer it from a point of view of practice to show up completely to
it and bring my years of training and understanding to that is or is enough got too much
oh because i think it's something years
just to practice such as a rookie do without wanting you to with them being somebody
you will be record that's how you become recognized
soon as you learn something new blue written or maybe my karma is just to always be a doctor maybe that's my strength the used to be a doctor but buddha was a doctor yes you're the best doctor that i know
philip just will have been just talking about roof
don't want something let people asking prison
the grill into let go
you're actually compete for a well
sometimes i've wondered if my personality is just not the right combination of elements too shy to sharp to withholding
well under your to shine
oh
he says then call a lot of
the a i had to be interesting to try on
thank you you help you have a lot of time you have a lot of you know ability
just
don't push it
should i get out of medicine
you can't get out of medicine you know it why would your doctor
vucic said it has a substantial open up my arm
no use sarah better somebody should the you can dump ah
i have the same data to read mansion with all everything in their lunch
people want to recognize you
luke and your classes mean he was many to as barely talk the a beautiful
but will be asked
some people don't wait they just kind of put themselves forward yes and then the wondered whether they don't get anywhere
but sometimes they do they get forward by being a little pushy well they get forward the the to some extent
but there's some some good
you know
the so many out are a number people who want something and the more they weren't toward the resistor
i hear that yes
do they get a gaining and something like that and or by trickery bears are some time
or the because we need somebody to use up this has always been a problem in oh man
i'm maintaining
no
our positions somebody conditionally really well and so reported an opposition but it's not a good idea now then they don't want to let it go use the widow
so we should be just content with just be who we are which is what we have we ended up with will i will say this you just content with work you are with what you are and not asking for it engine chance to fastest way to advance and
not to have doubt about how who we are hardly have moved on to sell things you don't have doubts about who you are
say that i'm sorry that's really that's when you don't have that
at that time you don't have doubts about who you are because everything you need is an end
so there's nothing that i am there's nothing else that i don't see that you would give my attention to know

haven't yet
you know you're perfectly capable
don't use it
thank you it's an art it's an art to have that balance to have for me to have the confidence but not to make something of the order living
you
my reply

ha
yes so question for you surgeon
i thought about the three refuges of buddha dharma and sangha
that last one
what is it now is you
at the shoes of saiga definition of a lot of people
about the it can eat a lot of people are going to be one person
if yes well i know that their and i'm not always so shinji suzuki talked about people dragging furniture or across the floor upstairs in a way that was like starting wars
there's a lot of furniture i'm in a one story house but i still have a lot of friends should be drawn across for above my head
now so backward we have page three we page street
usually the zendo as of the top floor yes but we had to put it on them
on the bottom floor and without with liam
dining room by the top floor yes doping would drag the furniture to dragged the chairs and he could have be
but eventually one aspect the other aspect is what are you doing to the chair
yeah mean treating the chair and treated changes as an object color the chair is a living being in the form of a chair
men are you know it it's an incentive being but we in we think about things it's all beings are sentient beings
there's a lot of sheriff and drug around
all the time
oh was treated chair like you treat your head or the the way you know that it's also a living being and
would you drag your your kid or unlike with share
normally not know this is like which is attitude was
let's take care of everything realize what a what
realize
but everything has its own it's it's just own existence even though it's passing through
so treat a chair this chair understand what chances don't sit on the table
the table is for as is has its own or use and it's not your but
it's not for your but it's good for needed offer
so benches editor
let's take care of everything like your own here
i didn't very sad about all the show dragon
as many sad just was and on
i'm starting to cut of any tune it out shut it down just don't let just
we do
with mister rogers
haha
i didn't think mr mr rogers cookie wouldn't live and i was a kid governed by kid was there
rewatch mr merchant yeah but i realized possibly enter to concur with will take off his coat put on a coat hanger ah my own put in the closet
and i didn't understand it i mean i'd understood advisor or that's kind of narcissus
but then later you know i realized we should take your like that
you take care of everything like that
mister rogers was the first person on tv that i thought must be inside the television
so that was kind of special that was vs
was that man looking at me
no

anyway we may have gotten off track but
then dragon well it was about the nature of saga which seems very for me seems confused and difficult and not clear and not simple
it's just you know it became very clear if you treat everybody like buddha the treat of all in sentient beings as buddha
then becomes very clear
i have killed i don't treat very well you don't let i have tools for my business i don't treat very well yes that's another aspect
i remember when we are cesaro was washed all the tools before a up afterward with them arab we still do that but i remember that really be compared our tools they also do watched it's a lot of work
the culture of things like tools a lot of work yes but that for practice words are tools to both
work and tools words not words are tools yes the where to government items and sometimes they are very destructive
complete
do sometimes they need to demolish things just like a demolition hammer but they might go too far
no we just have vertigo is practiced
yes there's no such thing as nine practice if you're a precautionary repercussion
yes everything that falls into your hands your home environment is all part of you
and the way you actively
is what is how your environment exists
we influence everything grow at all a russian language
and people take cues from us
yes
yeah you know we're learning something from everything and everything is lady chablis for much
there were students and teachers
every others are learning from us preview there's a huge few at you influencing surroundings and i think that you influences around is born you think
i keep thinking i don't know written do the i think i don't at first by friends i think that i've never done implicitly what goes in not imposing just the where you are
just do what you are in flourish because you said here they're talking to me right i happened with virtual but i don't see what virtual and see you there talking mean so you're influencing in and been insolvency to you you're telling me how to relate to you and i'm telling you how to relate to me without
triumph
yes yes
whatever well teaching each other how to relate to each other
you may be scared of this guy and also you relate to him when you know you may not be with your religion or a give way yes
i've had a crazy band of carpenters worked for be over the years yes sir you know
each one's different each is different
yeah
i have a cat that has been killing birds and other centers and we've tried our best to stop that pm the tar the time but you know can we have an hour on on m o a big colorful cholera it seems to help a little bit
a lecture color not a colorful cholera jokers car
so that's enough said no
okay but as i guess that is influence us that the right color on our channel your influence and usually often that's good thank you thank you
ben carson
hi surgeon
so my question is about the six realms of existence and minister
the six yeah okay is physics and world's the six worlds and in particular the human world yes so i've heard it said that
i maybe with the buddha who said that a human life is is rare as rare as some dirt under the fingernail and so we should take the opportunity of this human life to to practice fully this
and i think i've also read or heard a taught that of the six world's the human world is the world were encountering and practicing the buddha dharma is most possible yes
and
i can understand how may be
being a hungry ghost are being in the hell realm makes it difficult to practice and i think i understand how being in a heavenly realm might make it difficult to practice because maybe there's too much comfort
so can you say something about
why the human world is the place that most auspicious for practice and
yes
because
well animals
i'm
a practice unconsciously
they didn't think about buddha or practice a little village but i'm totally present at each moment to already there
whereas humans have to work really hard to get there
so
it's not like humans are better it's just that
are higher species in the sense that
with different kind of destiny in the animals
there are many animals that are close to us like dogs and cats
but
and better
they don't know anything about nirvana
so love the animals are there to help us do this and were slaughtering them like crazy you know we cultivate them but the the wild animals really
ah under the teachers
if we can learn from them to american indians knew all this you know the eagle in the and all the animals at a place in it in there and the hierarchy of the their animal what animal world and the all teaching us something so instead of killing them and lead
thing that i do everyone's role in a chicken or traditions were basically and but as part of it as well
ah
ah and
am
the fill each one has characteristics certain characteristics that can teach us how to live in this world
so we'll pay attention to that
so human beings are working
they're all the rubbish i guess we all are know but some people just don't know it what is our destiny
you know what is it does leave you with what is the the highest
development of a human being
shall we say in our branch is a buddha
due to allow or buddha-nature to flower
and her
to let her new a drop of drugs and letter
a gold
stand out
but we bet it's not like eliminating something is like turning the drugs into the gold that's what happens in the ground
gold is not different from turn
go diamonds in order or armed
formed under great pressure in the earns so that's and of the diamond sutra which are the diamonds future it's
ah is or diamond
nature
this
hardness this firmness miss this
no strength
and development and brilliance know is an
our destiny but we don't we stop at it we don't most people
stop before they get anywhere
drugs are satisfied with what you know but i think a good student
ah where does not stop anywhere
and continues to practice continuously
two am
let their
ah
the best part of their natures flourish and flower
so so then the hindrances of the other worlds the fighting demons the hell around the animal realm well that's not it here we are part of all those worlds and so we are part animal definitely
the human animal
an urn for the time being three heads and six arms
and a hungry ghost and the and their heavenly realm this all falls short of what a human being as
but but he will be contains all the those worlds
i'm picturing the the mandola that has the six world's absolutely and i think he knows there's there's always a buddha in each one vs on the bodhisattva her pony soften each one is and in each one so within the world of
i'm hungry ghosts there's a bodhisattva with a bodhisattva as you
don't be a hungry ghost
no a ghostly or doesn't have pistol and so they're always wandering around develop the know a place to land and so when we have hungry ghost ceremony we bring an out we bring together car rather than the route
recall all those wandering spirits and ghosts together and we feed them
so when we come back to as you said earlier to our hora and our heart and our mind and balance as in fashion
is that us returning to the human world where we can manifest buddha yes
thank you certain
often tries heroes and try are you here
tourists alaska
certain ratio a teresa high on time no see i know
you're looking well thank you sir are you a little elf like that
so what's on your mind well
i think thinking about our dog walks
and on my new dog actually the and a few met roger
the project i know long time
i know
well here i he's a rescue guy and
kind of from someone in the neighborhood and we hadn't walked by his old home been a long time and we were watching and his hotel he had trauma he's got lot trauma and he loves living here now and he settled down his cotton with a lot of through our connection and love
as but his whole body when we walked by the house as whole body just went to the front of the house like it wasn't even instinct it felt like this is just what i do this is like a month ago and then a couple weeks ago
i was behind the zendo walking around and those gorgeous stars as having a conversation with the and headed to
mr ross's house and the docusign showed up in an event like i'm pretty sure was an overcast night at the joke censure really bright to me and my body did that same thing and it was it it was like not
i was at remembering something was just like i felt like saying dad body
and then i remember that i i feel that way about you when when we don't have to like i don't have to i don't see for a long time and i kind of i miss you but i don't miss you because because when i see there's no expectation there's no but were just there
but how do we do that on this
how do we need like how can you meet me how do i meet you
how do i be sanga when i still identifies as and stated but i rarely go to the center know when you sit zazen young uniquely

i secretly just asked these questions
signed up to tip to meet you again
so i'll just
said thousand staff

alan ruck
good evening so do
how can you hear me the oh yes
so on saturday when you were talking about to three marks of existence at some point you just sort of the system societies he said whoops
sorry and he said am
that ah imagination was important
but the three months of his existence where the imagine they were l what was so what was true yes but i'm with that completely made sense to me but i i was wondering when you said that sort of what place the imagination has in our practice well everything we think is
everything we think his imagination so that's why we come if we wanna go beyond my imagination
don't take
ah
so you know this it i also talked about nevada like that was deserted one thing i said nirvana is to go beyond thinking
nirvana includes thinking
but won't be drop everything there it's easier for devoted to stand out
it's like we take offs address
i love
but that shouldn't be we shouldn't think
i is we should have correctly
so okay corral not destructive sinking or not you know that i'm i'm delusional thinking
but when we touch nirvana
it's possible that's why self correcting
gender is simply are a basic nature which is period in is pure form i always thinks correctly
but is that correct thinking still imagination or imaginary
well that's a good question i don't
to this after kinds of nirvana
one is he running without remain here he's gone to touched my time
then there's no with three been here
so it's a
the ticket
i bet you can't live without imagination and generally operate without imagination but imagination in so many different things that it has to so imagination is a big and images
image elation
so your credit for creating images and will recreate images it's harder to touch directly
that's why
is nevada their freedom correctly you're not creating segments it's it's pure creation
it's not that creation of recognition
oh n so it beyond imagination but that isn't when when we are appraiser will reveal imagination right like
so
when recent thousand for one period
we like our imagination will it will depend on it
when we and i sit for a week
when they go imagination for a week even though imagination punch up we just don't we just let the images come and go
so but when we need to think
imagination is there
so very important that on his part of course
and it's a human ah would eliminate imagination
there we will be removed but pagamento a natural endowment
okay that's good thank you
okay we have some extra time if somebody wants to raise the electronic have a call on you

rocco
thank you gary
hi surgeon
i'm waiting period picture to come up that
duncan

have you might hurt you might have
nothing of casino

every time i see you i'm a christian
ah
i want to thank you for you just been you
for a s since
ah understand
because of your practice
and i think that's changed my trajectory in life
listening to susie grocery store maybe just was the last recorded donkey game in seventy one ah
you talked about
he was encouraging students to go beyond
human problems
and i wonder if
i feel you know that
but i wonder if you can talk about it i'm not sure the
i would have to look myself to see what would that would you say because human problems or our practice

the actual proud of her problems or our practice
so what go beyond i don't know what that means exactly know maybe was he was he talking about for me for example not to just stay with
dealing with my own problems
but i'm being able to practice and
go beyond my own problems he is actually i know what you mean
no
you know it's like go through our problem
go all the way through our problem
you know when we become a problem
can no problem
there's a level we see of our problem as a problem
ah to be solved there it's very tricky it's like whatever you say the opposite is also the truth
so i will let you see
you know if you if if you are coding i would like to see the uncle exactly yeah he does your does your emails to work oh well you now okay was an idea
ah
alaska or a one more question regarding zahn
ha
ah so i was practicing with keeping my attention on the bodies for example the body touching the cushion ah my like touching the cushion ah and i've tried to practice that also off the question
i'm like for example if i'm walking just notice my feet standing
but i wonder on
are you talked about this on one of buddha's are enlightened celebration days that is enlightenment was love in a universe allow ah yeah
yes
so i wonder when i sit zazen
ah or even off the cushion that that feeling of love
it needs to be a part of my
being something like that well the you know think about that off the cushion
when you earn the cushion topic
that's great love
as that separating yourself from edition
your one where there is it as she said ah
and about that dogs
one was anything you're not separating yourself from and that's that's true love is plat separating yourself
so but you can think about various types of love which is important but as you know
oh
hello
candace
a nurse
the
an compassion and joy
those are four types of that which have nothing to do with a wanting or which am possession
they just totally free the impression in french everyone
so i went when you think about love it's like treating yourself and treating others
then there's no wanting
don't possessiveness
it's just really given
donna
the diner is the first of the six parameters for diamonds generosity of spirit
that's love
this love of your family then you'd have other than all out linnaeus them depraved lows
rich kids always gets in trouble
no so it's good to am
rises up to the level of 'em
compassion loving-kindness joy
it
and that when you sit sat and it's all here
okay thank you
i cross his legs crossed
laura thank you hello sojourn roshi
i'm
i am so grateful for the opportunity to have a teacher student relationship with you we can sit on her own with others we can study drama but the teacher student thing is very unique and having docusign privately and shows on public
lee is a great encouragement for me that said in our
time of covert what ah how can you
encourages his on in with regard to upright posture and without being able to lay your
a compassionate hands on us and lifting up art sternum and kidding right
well i can remind you over zoom
i do the best i can to remind everybody of resume yes
okay so it's kind of like at the old days when i you would say sit up straight
people are listening and they will make some effort i took the first thing you have to do is have put your thumb the in the in the position
was i tend to hatch them killed
here doesn't work okay
i uh i apologize next time i will be on a cash
the i know this is where i said muslim insurgents whenever an ozone ah a shaky opportunity since i'm settling down to a sit in the in the position yeah i hear that i hear that
why your your is one of your responses to suit marvin was of i am encouraged myself for their as encouragement in my practice so i you remind yourself to sit up straight men had a lift your sternum lower back and all that ah
of course there's no one they're checking you you aren't you root your jungler new but i oh a but i end up saying is it every time you said you should give her some and destruction that's true yes knows what i mean
every single time
not sometimes but every single time you put your buttons and the cushion you give his observance thousand instruction as if you are talking to somebody else
they tell you learned to gives us a destruction if you can't do it for yourself how could you do it for other people you can't so you're teaching yourself all the time
cheating yourself and reminding yourself a long time they retain is that how to do this because he forget you know and we let ourselves be like a dream and on
within an hour a merger goes down yes or album
the
so you have to really keep after yourself yes
that that's gotta you know every single time
and then and you don't do that oh i forgot to do that will the next time to do it yeah good advice but you can cut a notch in a rifle
ah okay thank you very much that that creating road from a my virtual teacher
mental and got to have you read student yes thank you them
our carroll has rihanna karpov
okay hello surgeon
can you hear my sergeant oh yeah love glared know can get to see you
ah
so did i don't know if you remember my beautiful forest next door to my house all land and build a call anyway
what's that going to build a house there
well ah it was always zone for two houses in the day finally came and they've been busy clearing out all of the trees i did say goodbye to them and in that process you know all the animals and lots of rats lots of
rats have come over to live with me
and you know they keep me up at night i will say they've been around all year but know they seem more and more
and
ah so my handyman gardener came and told my son still harry now and more he took action he just
you know
put up some new sealed at the halls because they've been chewing my insulation they'd shoot i can hear him chewing on the pipes zero
anime so i didn't stop him i just
i did talk to the rats i said ken out now
an iowa maybe if you did but i'm and then you talked about them the animals tonight they're teaching as and i do feel no shame but you know i i i don't know i just didn't know what else to do it we don't like
killing them
but why we have to do that
you know usually don't kill
but everything is killing everything else the rats kill we can read the advert nor the red sea ah whatever the animal is eating something and it's both some he grasped that the defenseless when dressed the an aggressive
one seed other animals and that's good that's legion so the animals live in nature and they don't worry about that and it's natural for them and because animals
oh control other animals the control the population of other animals
so that's natural and we should appreciate that we're option a pretty have a cat
no i would be a good thing that amazes me
yeah maybe i can borrow mike's cat that echelon
like me they bring your cat over but you know this out there's so much wilderness around here and i'm thinking why don't you call it isn't it the most natural thing for them to be outdoors
who is but it's natural for them to be indoors as well no ships the older days ships in are all kinds of rats or the towers and caring and other countries and all is so hum
the hidden right i'm from it know but that there has to be something to eat to control the rats just as like there's something to control the bugs and suddenly they get to control the turbines like because the destructive but also as their natured to control other animals
so and the arrest need to be controlled because they carried plague why another it is
so you and your house although you a recent ferric your house is not the house of rats and may be down
the house for rats
the
that's what we have catch catch catch rats
when to get one minor leaguer at what didn't read the roads because they do carry disease for us
and they also know
know at some point they all need to die
just like we did to find everything does
no autocad is always catching bugs so that dog because crazy know catching bugs
jumping up and down and watched with great sport for backlash
nevertheless that's the animal world
mens or less complicated
complicated as complicated and complex
so i can't say yes or no it's like sometimes yes and sometimes know and you have to know which is yes we have no is no
okay gotcha gotcha
gotten to know i wish them well i tell you what we did it just a her
back in the sixties
we would put some meat into a gallon jug
and and with a little trap and with the the flies which were just all over the place the flies came in he got caught in the in a gallon jug and with a gallon jug what qualifies
when took them out to the flats and their goal and burn them
who that was our compassionate action
a retired dr gary cooper for which returned the hydrogen where they were burning
the dinner
burn with you're alive but am
there was no we did not let them flies which also bring some kind of problems when or besides
the buzzing around and stuff like that
will i remember me
we were marked miss lunch
yeah
last but you know when we were taught to however there were rats we walk into the kitchen at night nearly were scurried around the stove and they ate up else
the wires in his car
to the kaiser part that are outside the game and remember that the hell and night i wish that there was a pandemic a business nests in the kindle engines the engine compartment of rye or yeah the wires
and he couldn't i couldn't start the car
custom how about three hundred shillings and something here you know lot more rihanna think he ever lived closer together out to check now
so
am
other deal with the other animals take care of other animals animals that your other animals by reducing their
editor presence the to tour reasonable number
that's why it's so hard you going to go the walls had to take away the prisoners and then the
the other than was grow to meet the grown too many so course we have way too many routes mr wants a problem is being an animal we also take care of the rats in our own way or okay okay with his number
now that i'm i'll sleep better tonight
thank you guys in britain
the surgeon were close to and time but there's two more people years though that's totally fine reminded her job
oh fan
as such a girl she
right i'm okay how are you know where are you were on i'm in the bachelor of by okay i gotcha i gotcha okay cool
of as such as she on today
call for very good friends who's been having lot of trouble ah bipolar one is manic and really psychotic and now he's been very depressed and he checked himself into i don't know some kind of halfway how snug a hospital
and he's been very on
well he's been calling a lot which is fine and i try to help them just fine
and my basic thing is to of course be kind
and above all to try to remember that it's most important said listen to him
rather than to feel i know
i mean when i feel i can say something and that's hard as i talked too much but anyway so i just thought i'd mention that and get your feedback answered ideas you might that might arise for of how i can help them well at one way to help
op
i don't know if i'm not a diagnostic but one way to help
is to just listen
that's that's you know
in a case bitten medications
ah
two am
just be pressing
and do nothing
and enough justice breyer district and do nothing
or what seems appropriate know don't try to do too much yes so you just know that from the know that somebody's there
oh no
and as a presence
you could even do those nelson yeah
a ah well i'm talking to him
i would do something while i'm talking to him on the phone for breathe and i has some or chronicles
here with bombs sienna it's all on the from the problem
the problem of talking
the friendly solve everything to talking
the weather was over i say will the word but it's not it's it's it's all imagination that with all the words
third
it's representation as entered this
so reads a representative
so loud is gone oh you can't hear it can you hear me now
you are oh so it comes up with what we're talking about last time on the just be there with the breasts and well that can find the sealants center and listen from the center how far as alpha
is a away from you well he's the end of this call that he's an ally and i could physically go down well he's an ally and there's covert and his son
well i don't want to be well he doesn't have covered but there's covered in the world so i don't know the last forever
i'm i traveled
i'd be glad to go and and cm but the i don't feel it's appropriate who wouldn't assume to i he's uptight about soon but we can try it he actually relieved my room say what's his name ah nick he's the wired to nick nick norton use the
one whom choice to make me famous he was my our agents are there was no wonder his schizophrenia absolutely back i don't blame the guy
try to make me famous as a hard job and it's a crime that i would i would do damages would ever do i was a dick
i want to use them
let's do it you be the bus
interests then you'll you be the boss not when he would you like to do you know him need i can get anywhere that he said nick i would like to do zoom with you that's as let's do that and be positive
rather than what is it rather than say
what do you think about doing so forget what his legs
i would like to do that and them it's what you think
you get to take control
could you not
well
yes yet you have to control the situation
in his position is in his position and doesn't know what to do by you know what know because you
audition so by so claim your position and act out of your position
okay to since with sad while this lots of stuff but i'm he's onto the care of the doctors and psychologists at this point zuckerman journey on has he reached out to brad warner whom he has a thing know
and he wrote i thought brad did really well he wrote like an eight page email like a cry for help at like hughes totally insane
and graduated a few anyway so he has the sky
a senior student there that he has dogs on whether their practice discussion and i explained to neck that mbta at most almost not really and the guy he talks to as an assistant professor and brad us the full professor because that's a contextual percents
so on so some of the do anything i can just look i am off the hook yeah you after her except that he calls me and once felt like tell him that if you want help this is what you have to do
don't deny me
this as far as i go with you about his
i don't that last was asking you're asking and i'm telling you yeah right this is cheerful that's it that's my opinion dot every one but that's my opinion and i'm not gonna change it
thank you for not and as well i will ask her okay okay thank you such a nurse
have you to run more we have liver house

okay good evening good night
when you're talking with ben
this you're talking about the six realms and ah he mentioned that in the non-human realms
there's a bodhisattva and each one knows and you send your the bodhisattva
no and i'm in the hungry ghosts realm of ah which is my favorite non human realm to existence
oh i mostly feel that i am hungry ghost
i am hungry ghost join the club yeah
when he said you are the bodhisattva so on
only isn't gonna be like in the koran where the guy get when they talking to each other and the guy gets up and he says no good morning masters is the morning he says while before the day and he said no master i want is that it does the hungry corporate pockets in other yet
no matter what the hungry ghost thinks it just hopeless and impossible
we find a way to have that dialogue yes it is a way this is buddhism
there's always a away
okay i'm going to ask your question you speak farsi to read it know i speak lady know hindi attack
i got you can ask me an interesting question
it was the surface friction
happy
okay but i appreciate your question and i really like to see you smiling a joke
note the relaxed reflect the reflecting your smile