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so the point of the teaching you know it and to getting online bulletin and to have them
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to have any kind of for teaching
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the way we should do it we should just get along with anybody in we are living on the man
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for six or seven years and then
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in a nature which is not
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i'm very nature can a tree pay each of his has name
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that we have to do something about
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been angry and a number of instances maybe for just one time and you had the idea i'm an angry person
now you have to marry or something you need to do something about it as eradicated
and then how much evidence will you need you know how many years we have to go about getting angry before you will be convinced i got rid of that
it's a big problem now
they have i did a better job
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and we feel and unlimited by with herself this is so i am
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in a rather than getting dark and
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get over the air
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remind herself in off for somebody who free of the incident
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oh i'm an ordinary person can find i'm an impressive
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we can agree with everything into the kids you know you understand your true nature that
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and you don't have to fight against anybody but even designate into one way or another
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you know how could you point out buddha
how could you designate anything
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if it's undivided nature and we have an independent insurance presenting something is so called consciousness you know that includes everything
and our consciousness might include everything is renting a good and bad right and how brutal sentient beings the conscious that includes on that
well we're kind buddha and undivided so now we're pointing at everything has been danger
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if everything everything is like that
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it is something

oh but another way to say that is dead

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as soon as we point out something that further we will try to you know get them happen to keep that or
back and we will start to reject anything that we don't feel good
so this is the kind of grounds and some people than thing
you know there's no good
or went to cut them in murder he explained it
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you know kill them kill him kill him since and has given will never get enough he made the particular her
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what is translated sentences manifesting our actualizing a fundamental point
i said pick learn about and know that deciding you look around
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i'm so he says you will see it finds your eye or practice for free
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no the ocean will look a certain way
he says for him
if you look at the ocean you realize it have no fixed characteristics
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so this is another way to say no one good
in my character and take them down as virtue
so you can focus in on a particular thing the ocean with circular
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there was an issue have some characteristic in focus than i am sad
i'm only i'm scared
it's not the whole picture if not the whole story
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or to remind yourself to the infinite characteristic as virtue can use whatever you're saying is not the whole picture of time
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can you know find the problem of course and our life as we tried to do we want to straighten out on these
paula things to come up until we make our manifested my perfect we tried to become real by and have never been sad never been found and never been scared never been on our boss and then find the i can say i'm for the because
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anyway
so take refuge in this
ah said before we here for lunch and a little bit about dharma and sangha perhaps the other service know anyways moving know the most gentle thing to say that time according to each food is teaching
the damn is the teaching of the buddha of enlightened one
so
in the narrow sense there are the teaching that you can look up and books and even hear from people that the good at times
so that done
then there's thing and then there's another
understanding of dharma which is
everything in your life is done on our teaching
but of course to have a be dollar teaching you would have to drink and german teaching
he would have to receive it as a teacher so when you say
i'm sitting in a teaching
it's not the family exactly except that we can also understand that the teachers
the i'm train training for teachers
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i'm never forget to check the coming servers technical means of journalists to you know one does it take the command to term acquaintances said
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what specifically know what characterizes and protect them as a plan
what a true the existing things
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but that jimmy her allen and i felt there very certain functions to mind are seeing a form and is another function of mine called perception which prison identity on that particular form as being that form is the thing from in the surroundings
so we can their perception
you know the terminal things
we call that perception new we may affairs consequent the person said the different of mine
so no one any person than ever and was seen and known as identifying and villain now having failing marriage insurance limited scope of advanced but there was an accident personal
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you know for instance as the founder thirst imperfection and thirty nine protesting i've found them
and is a clean got of stronger
then there's the song about the people packed for beautiful and then you know the widest sense as well to thing
everything must be
during the field together
and earth and sky and trees and everything but in a week we can call everything good and we can call it time i didn't call it stronger
the i have three different names from the same thing
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i think it was a man
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but you can't compare it to know them to the bad days
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it doesn't mean you can have problems and once the difference between knowing that attention of everything is shit
and every day a good day from language rise of things to have a different turn
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when we can appreciate our life and be paid for firelight even know it's not
working out perfectly
so

i think what i'd like to do is stop now
well
i don't know maybe we can take ten minutes for you have some questions or comments or of countries
because it won't help me and township
if nothing else it will have been chosen and what direction going fifteen
and then was that for lunch or take a minute ten happen
could you have any comments
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tuesday it took it to be a bodhisattva but you know when i say like well sometimes it's governance good a separate sentences curve an ordinary common foolish person
makes up stories and in federal funding and then treat them with the real
i believe them
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know a certain ranger
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from the characteristics
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hello

okay
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okay i'd like to step in ourselves and i think what would do thank you

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