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and tonight that i am gonna talk about you'd think that of know how much sense of makes using
i'm not sure and have there were they have to say when
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and last year when i received this time i shared with the audio from on which has come to have read specifies in my life and i thought i'd share with you because it the gates with them were talking about last night
something about
finding in having some teeth that the internet
we used the story like the southern pacific right here is assembling the mississippi
it's never too hot air is either too tired to have to dispute the southern mississippi
somebody like ah anyway and says as a crucial decision right now just because it's the seven domestic be designated can't complain
and so why is found my speakers that to some great simple language and then
it's special to me because and
my first my mother died when is anna died when i was three years old and nineteen forty eight and and this com is innovative that she's century sister about a week before she died
and she has served answered and there was a whole another vocation that that respect out and another thing wasn't a bed she just knows military staff and can get connected bleeding and has affected that how she discovered that she could fasting of abandoned she can take it
up that ribbon anything if we think that it is
and then this moment like next to last page letter
as a room
and it said she introduced to assist presenters from that out swag magazine a new yorker
and the phone cause the little guy down
no contract and don't say babchuk
and the since then and this is actually is safe safe which is com
what saved the heart of farmers best far the time
has the visitors
and now we're ready to look get something pretty special it is a deck riding the waves hundred undertake beyond the surf and she cuddles in his wells
she can rest while the atlantic here because he rest in the atlantic
probably she doesn't know how large the ocean is neither you
but she realizes it
what does she do i asked him she sit down in it
she rest in immediate as the over infinity which it is that's religion and the as it
i like the little dad he doesn't know much but he answered it
and then the next time he said phil had a that's fast and immediate as there were interested
and so last year i did this phone and semi gave me another plan
about little jacket now
and i had brought my copy a little tacky dollars and the same person went back again this year so i asked him if he would be so kind to forgive me another happy a little tacky donald so is the father of town
little tacky dollars with waiting in a photo when waiting in a puddle quite small said he doesn't matter how much i splash and spreader i'm only a he after all
yeah
and the same thing
the people get a rested in the base that rapidity had been affected
without comparison
i'm on the deck yeah i know there's nothing
somebody does sound needle thing and pay
have you
so am i don't know exactly what is the aesthetic that m and i thought i'd give it to the other few weeks ago is up in the sitting there we protect by somebody named be griffith was was a benedictine month in england and or he had been a benefit
month for twenty years in a naked fifty five he went to india
ah and began to live in an awesome ashram there and
one point in the car began after going on and on about how when you primitivism right and the upanishads and and
yeah i'm
the essence of a person the odd man was the whole universe the same as the whole universe on creation said this is really one of us issue again simply and kind of projects that you know we're still christians
kenneth a very frail and a person is knees were you know about like that in a candidate for isn't a meme his legs look like they have been that yes living in india that he had quite the beard and
the main thing he talk about and so this is how he had talked about this he said if no one way to look at her life is weak and divided between physical mental and spiritual the physically know about you can work on the physical various ways and there's your body and there's the things and are we can move things around and we can have sickness and
never held physically and then mentally we can we can have various kinds of mental phenomena in some of the president someone could pay for to some extent we can learn how to cultivate positive mental experiences and then it may have some negative mental experiences
and then there's a spiritual which has nothing to do with anything
not exactly nothing to do with anything but there's no way to measure it
no physical you go this is this is this feel better this feels worse than his presidency tanker mentally you can go like oh i'm frustrated oh now i'm not oh i'm angry and i'm not familiar with and i feel better now
but spiritually what we say
have you met your life where you greater getting you know where you're from where you're going to ideas patio gauge it
have you gauge whether year know more spirits in advance what's the indication
fifty never been in the spirit around a dip in its own round
this is very similar to what duggan says
in unity over to and he says if when you attain realization you don't say aha mrs realization just like at that it would be
and even if you think that realization invariably differs from your expectations realization is not weren't you think it is
and so for this reason you are cautioned to be
you you advised to because it's about said no survey says what you think one way or another won't be enough for realization
this custom's you not to be small minded well if i could just sit there for forty minutes that would be quite the attainment if in his decision for a week if i was at tassajara well i just followed the schedule impeccably at once your be a if they know spiritual advancement this seriously duncan says the same thing
and then he says realization comes for only by the power of realization
it's not something to do with human interest in him and effort
no interest in say something like this guy's fame
and then they had served like love it it contains you make a little more than that but then again that's by god he can't by god by you get them
so the spiritual world in some way or realization exists by the power realization that doesn't have to do it
he did this this this and then you get that are you don't do this businesses and you get said
and he mentioned something which remember to the highlight of attack when he said them he mentioned guess i bobby pin for wow i remember say father's name but i came up the hidden zipper is this game in our teacher in india who can apparently materialized on jensen
remington handy here the
and no such things to people and figures the pair of
and there's even a story that you know he got some dude's crown from england to here and
now and then and then it sort of went back and they started display with it for awhile and cinema way
and
so even this and then he said you know sent by the says
this isn't spirits of this is just a very several realm of the mental psychological recent very subtle mental energy that things are just my calling codes this is wide spiritual practices that
to have some kind of power like that
to materialize things are to read people's minds is a night with spiritual practices
it's entertaining and it attracts people
another indian sankyo i read some about a venom yet you know that he spent years and
oh is why this
you're the kind of strange and very unusual people who said it from a very young age seem to have unusual powers and as for the people looking out with him yet sometimes say well you know go to section fifty thousand now thing in his face behind the world there you'll find some money and then if been money there and then people would be well
up and you know he had from me and then he say that people get fed and if you know the stories are that he did think they changed it now you can little bit of food and everybody gets that some that's all very mac listen so there's also to stories about and like this that is like the city know it's really frustrating to give people something they just want something more
i do something nice for them and they just know and that doesn't satisfy them and then they want more they want more materials that they went for well they want more set of the no power they want in a more kind of the famous more things
and they never they never chained to the young spiritual life he said that said before he was dying one of his disciples was there and he said that the desert to set things stay with us and teacher he said the you have to personally and do you have desire this diversion
and the disabled would have done anything yet
the be honest said no i know i still want simple
everything i still won
when i want to have
not like i don't have decided say this diversity
the beach instead if you buy me one person with desire this diversion often around
right i haven't

has the realization is held only by the power of realization the spiritual the spiritual world
in some sense exists and sometimes in san and buddhism and referred to is because fear to run an emptiness emptiness and then you know the absolute the absolute exists in its own dimension
however if the absolute was ah
you know so we can't even correspond the absolute with the relative if there's absolute in relationship and relative than the absolute is just another relative
so the absolute exists to the separately or independently
the relative were given him to do this road
oh and if the same time he exists simultaneously exactly with
the relative rather domestic love
that's something we can measure of breath or know anything about a say i've got more of it today are left with it today i would you feel and the cover is brighter of the dollar or even the sound better at people nicer to you your mind is clear on it's a mental phenomena it's clear today in mind as you
best thing that the middle of phenomena for the to do with it absolutely
which has no characteristic
no no mark
ah so sometimes in tennessee so no attainment is the highest spiritual practice no no sign of anything
no indication and dogan also says said those who are enlightened dunno i know that they're light and as who realize finally i could you tell how would you know what would be the indication what be the mark
oh understanding of realizing that attaining enlightenment

our life is pretty high
learn it would be nice if we had something a realization of magnetic sampling the canvas with good instincts help fix things to take it further
and
so token also says something which i put some very interesting and and this is another example that he says
we understand that in the foot of damage that the time whether we have these two kids and other people won't tell you this exactly
and every so often doesn't have to visit of things like we understand and fake afternoon
is brown bedding you a setting that aside years with target has to say he says sometimes you turn the dharma sometimes the dharma turns you
and these are both equally the path
these are both equally the way so sometimes you're on top of things you managed things you're frustrated he's trying to figure out when in frustrating you you do something about it you no longer frustrated at times things turn you
you can turn we get turn by things in our rival were upset read his name registrar for angry for getting completely turn
buy things in the world
okay so isn't the idea of our spirits practice just have the state where you turn thing
didn't know this isn't the idea of i spelt to fact is just to thank to think that we can always have the state where i'm i turn thing i'm not turned by thing
having said no that's not right
the be turned by things deserted with mm
the be termed i think is also the way
these are equally the way equally or path in life
i think that's pretty important to remember that make it won't that
because we can't always fix things and make them better sometimes you know right here i am the fear of and there's nothing i can do about it my mother died
what am i going to do
how do you think so
you know which is turned by something
and this is a can be very painful but it's also the path it's also have we come to understand what is be alive and we begin to have a little liberation or feed him from the notion that
the point is to fix everything pointed to make everything better to point is to make go good or enough to protect yourself that we measure up that the bird with cooking case the way it's supposed to taste that it's really great
and we wanted to take certain way similar to i like it or not as if the way it should be or not and pretty soon than we compare all of our experience to
isn't the way i like it to be know how for i guess my practices good enough to make it to read like it to be i guess my effort is a good enough to date make it the way i'd like to be things i'm coming out there were like to become that i'm getting angry i'm getting frustrated
i guess that some problem i have isn't it
his name something wrong with me when we say to ourselves it had been at this debate after i you
you you can't that you had something there in a year others to different everybody
kibana what's wrong with you anyway
he must know a snow fencing and nitrogen
me tell something things
as though there was some
he then we can have where we had to pay capacity to only ten things never became method turned by them not be and then

though
it becomes it there be unisex it becomes very important than instead of know all of our experience thing is this a good one are not a good when and what does this indicate about me and how i'm doing
well i'm not doing so well today know i'm doing better now i've got i got sick well i must and went to say that me were looking for all these signs and indication found my doing am i advance in am i doing better than i used to do
and all of this know and instead of just how about experiencing a moment of our life is very carefully
is it he said saying how does it compare with the way i like it said
that's because the were likely know it's not
instead of just taking a moment experience a nice having some thing in a semi deal for some way you wanted for you'd like to be or wouldn't it be nice if
noice contain a mother who stands to send idolized and says image of is it measure of fantasy compared notes a bit better for as you're filling in as you're not getting anywhere and we keep telling yourself doesn't have at this defense and something rather than
tennis events in helping here upended prawn and sandwiches is it
what is any moment of experience is experience in santa fe several great
sam going to
i read to one of the cases at a case from the bouquet rapid which i like
at which times about this a little bit ip
and it's kinda nice because
it's almost like been a tough for her
it's got sixteen body surf is going to be and contaminated
and when you go down to the bad skin tassajara and you'd know have the bridge and there's a little off for their in the painting of the sickening but he said in their baby and here's the steering that and sixteen boys that it's raining today if possible
in olden times there were sixteen body segments
when it was time for monster watch the bodhisattvas filed into bed
suddenly they awaken to the basis of water
all of you were the how will you understand what they said several feeling reveals illumination and we have achieved the station and of beer
several feeling reveals elimination and we have achieved the status of children the food answer the little minnesota to realize this you too must be extremely piercing and penetrating
what is it the recall writer
what is it too
what is it you'd call your own party or your own mind

ah here's part of the commentary about this
people these days also going to bed
and they also wash in the water they the other water
why don't they awaken
they are all confused and obstructed by objects of your senses
hidden involved in it's hotter it's contract
he has good day doesn't disappear today or this doesn't wanna put it in hot water
hmm they stick to their skin and cling to their bonds that's why they can't wake up immediately then and there
here if there's nothing attained it was in her feeling or in the basis of water than tell me if been of feeling reveals elimination or know
nothing attain is it's an appealing against elimination or not
if you see directly here than this is that a feeling of feels of ammunition already
and we're seeing the station and children a breeder
he believes they feel too but do they proceeded seventeen
set of feeling is not ordinary feeling and feeler where contact is considered feeling and separation is not
he doesn't get a little bit like dog in there sometimes huge and the donuts and pens the damaging to both are several feeling feels elimination
sometimes we're happy sometimes fencers said protests that a feeling the of illumination
he played each thing is equally set of feeling deals strange
now this is the and this is not some parents business is not contain to do i like it or not like it is again too bad
am i getting better my going the facts lighting
hey
if you can penetrate in one place
one place as if
experiencing things very closely carefully
then you penetrated thousand places and ten thousand places all at once just don't hold on to a single never been
the gates by which our the to buyer enters the to
hamlet is very is the presets of compassion hearing the cries of human beings and the whispers
and each moment for this heart of compassion is a moment
during the trip regardless of the greatest qualities of physical manifestations mental manifestations it's wrong and is a moment brand and the kids and ability to spell listen and he is and received
i this phone is not grasping the moment are trying to manipulate numbers are trying to make this moment especially special moment
are better than other moment for improvement
our the just for instance to itself
this is the mindset and each prestigious can receive
agree with that
one summer i was here living here the last summer i was living at says her nickname for a year as she came to visit
many of us talk to him i tried woman find things that i did i didn't know it's right there had to give lectures he said well least to understand the language
well
and then
but mostly he seems to just told people over and over again and if they will i'm really interested in england tired and you could say that the flower of your life for blooming thirty three
and he said the for the i hadn't thought of that
as is tired and angry and rescue
i didn't realize that was the flow of my life for a living
elena people would feel much better
of empathy
that's also like isn't it like and you turn the diamond sometimes the damaging to both are equally the drive your life question
as so the later that summer i went into the city to visit him and we had a wonderful conversation like seven all the strange things that i happened to be doing meditation as days i was concentrating on amazon india to get my chest or with compassion and as i accept i was
painted over my head this is a fact is that ticket happiness as a gift
and he said you know if you if you m
some of you will probably say you can't feel any compassion
said but you know that you have a little compassion for somebody who can feel any compassion
happy about that
and you find over your head and if you know if you can vietnam like him than you know you the jungle new imagine like the other apa covenant with a little penguin new dip it in the full whether you prefer it over your head it's very good intentions are you in the wintertime just just you for my mother's
and your head can get set to receive is nice
and you can have it come down to nobody and ten serpents and felt anything there was a sit down off your products thing you know and then he said but you know if you don't get into this practice it that is something else difficult
i like that fan for thing i took i guess you'd better you can smell who said no for twenty years i tried to do this as a building zingy if i realized there was no such thing
how you we can do both thing i want to do it the real guy then tell me how do i do the real so am i doing the real thousand yen
am i doing this as and and the british and ancestors
am i doing it right
re
know i'm supposed to so i have no i can get you know certified
approved
a stamp of approval
we have been a we have a faster and sitting and it's not as though you can ever really entertained the jerry talked about this robot the read henry here but because we have a kind of arbitrary can foster sitting up straight now you'd have some way it's advantages and it's something to help you become aware of your body
now you have this kind of guy can you say are actually i think i'm leaning now of it i to to divided sister rani with you have you decide where it is a when you have to set a reference
otherwise you're like einstein instead of watching a train go by and six men when you're on the train and it just doesn't change and you're not looking at the window you know feel like a living you're moving right with the train
so we said if miss arbitrary place to be reposted from todd no perfect festive
it doesn't mean you attain that
read it helps develop and cultivate awareness in the family
hi
anyway after that i had another christmas organic accuracy has said you know
you often say we should practice like the ancients practice and was one thing and if the ancients had women in bikinis
had their monastery
he said no
he didn't
happens the well how is it it tells her that we compared nationally practices the ancients factors when we have a test the her the summertime when we have we have women
he said well you should keep their example in mind
a real nice look for
besides that there and been
i said then well isn't every moment a moment forever the get difference to enter the fifty in reading the blue grip wreckage of

mm x they are left over the previous conversation and system you know sometimes i'm am
yeah i said i say i have a girlfriend here in the city and then but when i'm gonna testify i get attracted to the women as fair he said as just breed
her and
oh really i didn't know
that
the how do we know what's worse to know
so then i said this is when i said well isn't every mother and moment to enter attitude said well if it is he better get in there right
the
that's gonna say like i think you're kind of outside right now

what is this to is entering a moment if a moment to enter the truth what is the treated
yet we can answer
sarah feeling abused elimination
experiencing something crossed the carefree
god in terms of powered measures up for compares
what it says about us
what did indicators about the progress and our spiritual path or our doing in our relationship or when would think about me and isn't a right to feel good about myself and can i be happy and
it just to experience something was and carefully and single
when is it
has sometimes how you turn the diamonds and
i'm from janesville
how i started his week talking about happiness can be happy him
for me this is a lot of what happiness is about it too
have this kind of intention to experience things firstly carefully to be with something
and it was interesting this morning and when people are gibbs said to the other day she was sitting next to someone who is squirming it was as former in a breather
he said i wanted to just wring his neck
i need to be so appealing against them in anything
and again these get in there
a to enter into the truth
so i felt about once when i was the springer and the baby know once i would discriminate in favour of the person next to me she had a lot of experience in shaping the president is in shifted to a to master in japan she reached their been fitted hands on my me
didn't do anything
he's putting out there
we can do that for out there
here's the then gradually my breath calm down
and i could just be
quietly with a sensation by are just or for an really heard or this is the same compared to work
compared to some i imagined ten sized body it doesn't have this kind of problem with skill
so i had a chance for a few minutes to experience them something first can play without comparison to the match and pain-free valley
and then i used to have that i could have
pretty soon as you can get very sad
and then why aren't you know that serve outline to think disappeared
and then she took her hand away
have that kind of catch notice to be with friends
very healing
we understand something about her alive
henry handsome a kind of experience as a true for that moment
why i thought for a long time as there were some of the truth
beyond dispute at this moment there was some special specialty
the i robert experience
behind are beyond that it could just a way this clutter of experience you could get to it
and he didn't experience experiences kept coming up and getting the way it seems like ready to get cleared away and i forget to the truth
the i kept trying to clear that the way he gets to the field and there was always something else there
and i could never get to
the truth of it seem like
what about set of feeling appeals the minimum
and fancy turned down with some friends down the this is also the flower of your my friends
hit a written estimate
when we don't have to be no
right is there are nacimiento de said you know the easy way is hard enough
what had happened ticket
but you know whether the kind of suffering that buddhism or happy with this kind of set mean where we are so hard in itself
we tell ourselves in a you should be able to you shouldn't still be having this kind of surfing
i say you were to fill him name of i found this spirit effects now you should be advancing and now you're older devotion to happen and defense in heaven
we tell her several kinds of things
so it's very important very game and to be with ourselves and to taste and touch the two women received for children to be safe experienced plastic heavy sentences is pub and then know what internet
internet i like that word for it instead of realization and enlightenment
the marina just to be intimate
intimate with a moment of experience to experience things firstly careful
giving away along
we got accepted in the spiritual sense you know get we can't say exactly that we get somewhere
knowing the physical things may get better or worse mentally better and work
so the power of our intention of wish to be happy to be invented to others
as this is red
anchors as then cases
can have faces
when exactly like that's where you'll find a faster than exaggerated snap feature
we have some art direction
ah in a right to be happy and to say out what is the had rain for instead a better way to be happy man of how we can discuss distances
a direction
the thing
ha an interface simple direct way at times of his face and says to experience and here a moment of every moment six pain and stress be carefully instantly and this is quentin might be happy
how can you don't get confused and en route is jessie
even though sometimes
i'll return by
it returned by pages
still we have our intention to be happy
not to be to hiding yourself that would be returned to have some compassion to somebody to check back
anthony m
i was i told the the people they were extensive really this morning said that i give you the rest of the senate tonight anchor the whole planet and
as a nice to make as
be ahead of all party
as there already were behind you
like the winter than it just passed by
for among these winters there's one so endlessly winter but only by wintering through it will your hearts nine
that you ready to be dead or a glad arise into the same is right for blending your son
here in the realm of declined among momentary days be the crystal have been shattered even entered rang
being yet know the great pride in which are thing to rise
the infinite source of our inmost vacation so that this runs when they get a privilege
to all that is used up to all muffled and damn features of this world for reserve and sample fence directly at yourself in cancel the him
huh

hundred something her
there special as i think we can tell and have been in a room like this with a group to people and this wonderful silence there
you can feel that from therapy
and one
with

huh
huh
huh

gentlemen tenderloin
and it also take the kind of strength and determination on with iraq
the way i think

i have a couple announcements one and mr reminder which is the area cite addendum here's a quiet area of found the evening
secondly i had a couple of and playing in it it seems like our group in the morning when he said in an antique car is moving christians around not sitting back down it's may or may not be true but i did
and some and of gremlins may be in there remains the ground
but i want to remind you know that when the be used efficient message of for come back where you found