October 3rd, 1970, Serial No. 00222

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i remember lives
what what they will discuss
during sushi
ah is ah bouquet the focus point the subject of ready religious security war relaxation
hey
jules of one's existence
the in japanese required energy

oh
jim
the

oh
it's raining
the meaning of the word
so she
lead the content twelve their fishy
hmm
no so
ah
hmm
the what he
what the word and me
in japanese
this a the word he has a profound me he ordered to
i tried to understand the truth or a want religious security is
you did
the
i think we call weird
is ah
script pity on all
the then
he called fishy
hmm

the this sense
ah
he says she
pas
fishing
the word six
ah the first two
collect
one meaning is to connect strictly
why to cry to strictly
a second meeting is
two
hmm
degree
the third meaning is
the to be a keto
the state or
the
ah
on quietness what peaceful is in mind in once marie
oh any
the one meaning is to collect the strictly second is to integrate
the third is a state or a quietness
or a peacefulness in one's mind
this is meaningless since for she
the she means mine she means merchant
ah a very important the point is
ah
i'll put on the third me
a fatal what ness or teaspoon is a man's money
this is the practice obama does then during session
he he
according to the first meaning to grant to strictly
hmm i think to crack in this case the meaningful to correct his to clapped one's mind i think so
two crept strict tree one's mine
but the what is the mind to be cracked it to be cracked
this is important for me
not they're actually
the
in our daily life
what you can add the what the mining is unthinkable
is
i think
ah
or maybe
the meeting of the meaning of mind or which has the gerudo aspect
in bullets in his court one hundred and eighty region a good
i think more than one hundred and eighty two it eight dude
d
particularly among goals
ah
the
broadway and rising
the one hundred and eight imagen
oh you may say that
the
the oh mine is
the the the mind traces
the source of function
the mastery can
tang great diligence
ah
a ten
the big duration or delusions are divided on broadway and to to type for diligence
one is emotional diligence yeah lowers the region coming form emotion inspect emotion piece emotional basis
the other way his intellectual diligence
the trojan coming from injection basis
the
the and coming form more tunnel basis
ah has five times five kinds which is code five down temptations five dark temptations
ah
the other one
the interrupt show
the region
ah is devoted to explanation or it think that's five
kinds
hmm
the first day
i think five
the dowd temptation
the
according to the five down temptations he
why is
desire when his desire the second years on
niamh so is self diligent
the fourth he is
her elegance
the fifties doubt
ah those are called file down temptations
ah what belongs to
the emotional aspect
watch the functional the minded
is exercised
i think the for first to three the region desire and soft gruden a code three poisons three poisons of mind three poisons and
nine i think you have experience in your daily life so much they like desire and one self diligence
you know it's all well
you know so well more than nine while the my explanation what the three poisons diligence of diligence
because you have experience many times so much your daddy night
anyway the if briefly speaking that desire has no end if you seek for as you seek has you see for desire would you have
the desire is getting bigger and bigger like a snowball when you when you let it go from the top of the month
a small boy is getting bigger and bigger the congress of the idea of whether you like or dislike
this is desire anyway
the
the hangar
ana is
suddenly happening
and there is something what happens and suddenly the is soon as when you see
a person the person when you for you dislike not fool you hate
a your anger
the suddenly happens it appears
your mind
and also it's pretty difficult to
take away from it
the moment when you try to take away from it
the the desired the impulse the impasse impassive desire anger and is exist already
and in a stimulate the your mind
to do something
searchers
making your face
such as showing their
i'm so jealous are given the such as showing that signs all
a being about to give for blow away

ah and the food is self doujin
is very strong one
no matter how you will try to get play at all
they it looks like
the
entirely a of bubbles
solo bottles
ah
even though you
you have self doujin
even though you show sale cell division in front of your friends war in front of
the
the fraction what you had what you had what you have done
up to now or in the past
the self delusion in this case is completely of no use
just a barbie

i think the are doing in in cruise
create this is or complaints self complains or speaking yellow arrows

the way you would affect the poor yourself strictly
the what you have done in past
you know you fell you feel
of yourself how offer you are
the you mind
you'll really feel that
you want to
get me all you want to take away from yourself

and then you always
i saying something and rising usa fire to criticize yourself
that

our voices are a how can i have they already there was seven year seeing the united states
now to now anyway
i have continued to give a lecture theme front of you
the modesty or once once a day anyway
not to japanese english
a stroke the when i reflect upon myself
you know how for i hear how poor my english year to see you there is no progress to made to be made to you
and this is there truth this is rear entirely realistic for me
how you
how awful my wishes
then day and day out i defend the for myself
the concerning the practice of english language
i told i have i have to have to continue to tell me how for my english he is
but nobody can be helped can be helped
many people that there are many people who can speak
english
get a many a non-real for english speaking people in
then was some of you or poor cut again
the u n which is so bad
someday i asked it was some of us students how do you think how do you think my english or ewing's pretty bad
i believe saw him
ah
so
they even for a moment
of for a short while
i stayed on a chair
all our stick to the infection and pour myself concerning the english language
he yeah i have to tell me how for him how poor my english years
but my life actually my life is going on in without stopping even for a moment you
because you tell me you force me to give lectures and i now know
regardless so the idea the you got me so the my stricture reflection upon my english language
you forced me to give willing to give lectures not japanese and english freeze
now as know my family and the united states i have to do
so from this point in this respect in to so they
ah
pulsating packed my life in the reality of the president
you know i can leave any room for affection for making complains
for having a self delusion
the same delusion is should be something that you have to accept in your mind before it is shorn
before you before in follow me
as a the mother taking mother ticking keep tried to key tries to keep
the her egg long
concentrate beneath her bot body
the moment when the same conclusion the appears

ah in front of you
i think it
admit it disturbed
the other smile
it make our peoples feel muscle well
why you are continue to have so diligent
so so doujin i believe should be something
to be kept
warm hug play
by yourself but your mind
after you weren't to choi it
what kind of so do it and may have i want i want to show it
what tell more so doing they have when i reflect the the upon my english language you

they even though huge hole for self delusion
strictly speaking it is entirely of news
and this is self diligent that's why i sin like a bubble

ah
and the truth is
elegance
for these arables
it means to be proud of yourself

a normal how they know and how you would affect the pour yourself

no matter what
different and
you will affect the point itself
saying how poor how toy am how great i am
in a least in buddhism both our a solo albums and be impulsive onyx

hey
from the viewpoint of a western people they it is said that
the japanese people is vey pride hey pride

you know the prices if you a a good all my english

the you say you said you say to me your english very good him
as my reaction you immediately
foam your
you know statement
ah i said i say i miss say
oh my english is not so good
but if doubt miss people would tell you tell american people your junk reason is very good for you say thank you
we feel kind q but don't worry if people is pretty hard to say thank you pretty hard to sell the straightforwardly anyway directory yours statement ah whatever no mother no
bro
what kind of bar criticizes
your statement belongs to
either in the ah flattery will complimentary compliment

the innocence of japanese people anyway maybe that for difficult to accept reject t
the your statement your english is very good
you
then in my heart
the and soon as when i say oh my english and massive good
my heart thinking is maybe my english good
my mind thing
maybe or maybe not
the moment when i when i made things may be my mind is my mind make me proud be proud of myself yes my ears it for her anyway
ah
so
the we call
because such a kidal for elegance
ah
too much politeness
two months brightness

you know the one of the megan
the for our
i enthusiastic spirit to bardem buddhism
the helped to publish the buddhist book our little by the japanese same masters than master
ah
did as a japanese custom
the author
who all right
i'll write the a certain book a book
ah
doesn't want to
the put the name
oh he's on
on the book
he tried to
dub
put together
his master's name on the book
instead all was
so this vendor the this the american buddhist have found this fact
did he said japanese people is too much pride
hmm
did
the whatever
the elements belongs to
a source of at the nature of good or bad
uprightness or too much brightness
the boss are a sort of atoms
the fifth is that the doubt the doubt
the
i think district is speaking
as mentioned some of the day
the
it is not necessary for us to have any doubt when you
experience jeffrey something through the troops the principle of the universe
it is not necessarily last to have any doubt
for instance
when you see the bureau for our
think you feel how beautiful flower is
but also you don't have any doubt
from this sense of existence but you experience from the beautiful flower
but on the other hand a sense of existence which you experience from you on
including body and mind

are you sure to to say to yourself how beautiful i am
without any doubt
the word insane saying as sensibly existence
the war the same but their the feeling is different between the since the two meetings since of system for existence round the flower
from your on
existence including body and mom
before you say how beautiful i am you have some you kelly's something but didn't pay you hesitate or were a myth
my body my my body and mine are beautiful i'm sure
we have some w

the according to the sense of our existence from the beautiful the experience
what do you have felt
the beauty of flour in garden
you have ruled out refill some rushing deep threshing refreshing moved a man power allow the sense of for allowed experience what to expect what you what you feel what you feel
who
the the beauty of flower saying a sense of the existence
so there is no doubt you done
when then the according to the existence of you with body and mind
the something that let you to have some doubt
but this out i think comes from the fountain move your brain

including your the body including your brain
the without any doubt

think your body and the existence of you with the body and mind a something more on the plane or
i
d conceptual reason

criticism
and now is it's anyway

ah this is saw from in just point think it it's not necessary for us to have any doubt
he only to experience gypsy
the ultimate to be in awe of your life
just accept
for instance even though you would affect the for yourself how great or how awful how bad i am
your life is always going wrong and the you always proceed
your existence already you
you can escape from you can avoid your this ultimate ultimate being of your life
beyond d e function more
analytical call
or criticizing critical
a concept jolla's conceptual
a function of your mind
you are here you
so i am you
so before i criticize oil and rice myself or my english of my life for my span the study on my buddhism
however i criticize in may different direction thing different dance
as not as they exist i am here
my lamp is going wrong because it shows that have to do something anyway how to give lectures in front of you nicholas of the idea whether i like or like
with a my english is poor good progress
but this is very realistic point
when my life is proceeding in the reality or present you
like a spree of really
even though i don't like i don't like something push he he took good point go
if they learn thousand people live allow me the all southern people push me you are more than saw them people
visible something visible unfeasible
a me great quiet
when i inflict upon myself with my blade or i don't like

so this is a doubt
ah then i think the
the those five kinds of bar delusions are code the five down temptation or which blows to
the
he
emotional aspect
curved strongly into
the bottom of my of one's mind
which
it is really difficult to
cut off in into clearly
as a you can that the loot the law tells you
a with sharp sword
of in appearance
it's rugs that roth's route the cut in peace clearly of with a sharp sword
but police still something you be streamed tied between two meter
some street
this is so emotional the
emotional temptation emotional diligence
the curved strongly into the bottom on my mom
on the other her a the and coming home interactive basis
ah i think what is the view that the lease or yourself
are evil and mine and time
the
this view
is something that you
a touch the strongly
two there's no idea that my body is marie
as long as you were born in this for
as recognize your body is named code cut a ghee or ball was steve where do cause
my body's dukes but my body is bob seger
including eyes laws and mouse years naples
the hairs
well then you think also
that the term take kilo you're worried
as you as you right
but actually it's pretty for god it's frequent got to take care of your body with their nose years i i eyebrows
if you don't like a rose you maybe you coping and ten am worried their returns to have alteration in the more than the medical treatment be
but it so i think you'll notice not real rules artificer know
what is to you by the modern medical treatment
real noisy is anyway are laws know when or how the know when or what kind of say feet hands
twisting was straight straight in
we're looking at the looking out for you know days so looking out for like this
the without the any more than any artificial tickling
you can take kill off your nose
in the way in the way and you like as you like
as you as you get as you get all order
you feel your is getting white to you
don't miss so don't miss the the completely black you
when western people some are less than thirty four has and grows a glaze
the can to find that when know when their hair and turn turnover turn to white
even though he he get order
but japanese for japanese is black
you can find immediately the white hairs
which shows which which is fool that to be to view to be getting getting older
they even though you don't like a wide here eternity cannot feel right here

ah
so not only to buy it but also your mind

the i think you all of you
the maker the firmly up your mind to come to be here to attend the session all day
the you bonnie
it seems that your body sick to you know when the lounge kitchen firmly
the youth you you think also that you want to do
song
without any doubt you want to sit in
but your mind
something sometimes have some dot why why i have to why have i have to practices or then

you bonnie you are always already here that are your mind me so you're minding tell you to go in the different dialects
your body that tell you sit here you bought your mind tell you to go in different dance
he why why are you currently have to sit
it's real nurses to waste time
delhi's many things to do
for me
teaching the at the counties
locking in office
cleaning my room setting getting city says in i failed today or my ego wish his faith may seem
ah
my body is sick my body on the my buddies on the christian you
my money so he might
a turn help you
even though i entirely poor and back
to the lounge kitchen and my money's always gone you
so a second is
extreme views
what your divided into two kinds of extinction or patterns
i think the view
that you
ah strictly
attached to
he
it's so my idea that
get all be nothing
to remain to be left after the death you
so you think while you are alive in this world
i have to do as i got i like you
if you want to play down war i have to go to camp for you to play down
because if you die
the story of your life is completely school
no hasty you should go to play gambling if you want
this is one side ideas
the gather size
even after the death the army speed is left
then you try to desserts for the spirit
after the death or
according to according to philosophical you find philosophical or eighteen point
our bodies take your point
chris chris you viewpoint of christianity
in many directions in many ways you tried to research for the spirit what is what is like
no
when absolutely
the your life on the other hand your life is going on april while you're researching for the spirit what a like
when you have to die you have to die
does the this appears
death occurs completely immediately
he got i saw the your research
as they you are a search for a poison as you
what you what when the summer when you're shooting by some
thank you reserve you tried to you but curious
oh i'm curious of be certain who should mean what kind of poison this our has before you it a pulling out
when you are certain was kind of for poison the our has or fool shoot me
you have to die
before you finish to be certain what the they like
so this is second
the if i know use
the it's extreme views
which are divided into the viewpoint of extinction
or of comes
the third is
the farmers views of those views
a destroy their
the foundations of morality
denying cause and effect
if you stick to the fine i
what to get a snapping and there's nothing to be left the after the net
it is all right to do anything what you like
denying accordingly said

destroying the foundation so moronic
by in buddhism and think
the i bought a stake the foundation is so morality
the
he caught him the fact files always to you they found you are constantly
some of results
they had happened appear have up there has occurred
in your in your present money
some of them some of the exact well appears in your next life
some will resound i will appears
in one of their the
ah lives our lives after the death after after the next

even though the result is desert doesn't curse doesn't come in this while in this reply
least according to ballistic idea
it were at his passport
to appear in your next line
what in one of your lives after next
ah
but the fourth is stubborn coverlet use
it means and think you have a strong preconceptions consumption
wherever whatever they are if you study buddhism the think you play a buddhism is best
if you study the viscerally you believe christianity is best
if you study that did a judaism you believe what you read me best in his work
then even amount or religious people you
there're i will fight that that he just people are fighting with each other
insisting on are insisting that my ready to me as best your anything is nothing that nothing good
so a stubborn and of views
ah
to have strong the preconceptions
not only the sounds of the religion
he has as your point is forward you have a sort of com
you said american people and paid that camp
the japanese people don't have for back com
why do you to st john's in that way what can you jack in that way it's pretty difficult even the japanese is the kind of for sort of human being
same thing
there is no difference aspect
ah the fifth is
lit use in favor of leave grass as said it for inhibitions example covering yourself with ashes
or standing on the sheriff and needle
well as nail
or he hung down
the upside down leaves me the answer them being upside down
hanging down from the tree
or the keeping with a science
using no work
he also the thing could that practices proper practice he ordered to get in writing
so he ordered to attain my to
we have to give we think that we have to have high practice covering yourself with the ashes while keeping the silence
using any word
whatever married you it would seem that there is you mean
given to you
the from the viewpoint of buddhism
it is also a subtle legion views
was a sort of the delusion
ah so from this point i think
he probably a kind of feeding the you experience so without taking a grad marijuana
i think it's sort of diligence

however however the the middle honor turn your mind into the good level
of your life
you believe
unfortunately there is it belongs to a some dude
allege views in favorites favor of rigorous setting for he visions
saddam duties
so those five
the the region coming form into two bases a code the five wrong use
other words which is code into joe illusions
it seems
to cut off to get laid off them
ah easier then
the region coming form emotional basis
so the projectiles you checked your do too
or maybe easier
boy
the to the practice buddhist practice
ah
i think
he offer i explained
i've explained the raise the mind like
according the brave play free
nowadays is
according to the cottage only on for ten main divisions
then
ah and if meaningful the word sin
is to collect
mind
where is the mind to be cracked it
i think
he
the to crack days that's a man
ah
ah to scrape up together
the something woods
which exist at london's
in your daily life
as they've you try to
get together and many things like jar which were
as scattered
when you invite a guest your own company
you tried to make a tree get together many things with jr scattered all real what the rooms
media then tried to keep the tree
ah beef
the
he even though
two
ah get together
and to get together
or to fit together well
by scraping out all things what tours condos
your room

i ideas not diet it's not the real meaning of
clean nancy

ah

then the
the second meaning or session
is to intellect

endeavors to compete something
the is imperfect or incomplete by adding patsy
or to combines pot combine parts into our whole

gave you see their he
as ah
architect dabney is final for one for as at dad's

d
you will you you will realize that they found her he won over doubt will architect you feel some
feeling so calmly or or

the meaning more harmony and order means
ah
two
i feel fit together
the each fact each factor each factor off after them are many parts
in the building
a good roof
or beams each beams
what i'm kind of whatever shape he has

ah each each part
he eat at the schedule
when you see either he got me
he architect
it would seem that
there are no kidding no border or homily
because are many kinds of beams
going out on the wall or going down on the war

many kind of beams
visible
to you on the on the wall
are they
they just they existed in nord
but and the whole
you realize that you feel some feeling more harmony an order which means
the fit together so long they eat found the parts or building
in two
a whole a whole
at that time you feel at thus
the harmony or order
so i think they're session news says she doesn't mean
two
the
to get together are many things which exist and london me and in your own

to crack to your mind
session japanese
me is that many things exist individually
as they are
without this disturbing me each other
and also
the is some
feeling so something some harmony or order

oh so i think the one hundred and eight delusion
you say if i if they explain the fashion means that to collect and to crack to to fit to together i saw well your eight am one hundred in a huge and saw you meet really tried to get together
all things we should they are there exist and one the your road one hundred the maybe reason wow many things
but he can't completely you kicked the more you practice zazen you know the a delusion won't permit an a division
clearly show you show you
obviously in front of you
what each exist
without
disturbingly each other person
in the domain wall
the word with to tenant do anything

the more you practice hard the more you can find clear
each the region each day

ah nevertheless nevertheless there is
something
we're here you can
combine each factor or parts
one hundred and a diverting into a call
he got it as the feeding wrong order or harmony
what is this is than third meaning more session is to be a state or quietness or peacefulness
which is called the and do anything
or
assurance in relaxation of one's existence is is empty
so point is a meaning meaningful and
the am
means in japanese
on me
ah
new means patience patience perseverance perseverance is quiet why peaceful
so that means i mean
the piece all cases peaceful taste very interesting very interested interesting me
so came from this point this respect the europe racing and the assurance of your existence is
to acquire the experience of case for
patience peaceful paste or is peaceful patience
this is failing point
i it as vague for fun when
the
the peaceful patience is not the case tape not only the state of but the state of feeling that
he's they of feeling when you're sitting on a chair
without doing is sitting on the chair wow
how wonderfully fish without doing the people you can see that many people who are doing the hot or you can villa y a
million you and use it on the chair with that day how wonderful
it's very different me
but strictly speaking the
it is nearly impassable
the to sit down in a chair
without the feeling of any patience

for instance safe you they throw a fight for a piece of chalk to talk to you with that make me i
ah
the
what would you say i
tim per cent power
kim percent of my energy know well not exist

every this case of talk
has
the some feeling location see anyway
from here to up to you
because this piece of talk is running quickly
he at the and speak
you know with the scored a ten percent from miami to anyway
so physics of point for the viewpoint of physics anyway
the he has to this piece of chalk must experience
the same pressure you saying christian
as ten percent of fire energy on my energy now

universe if a kid play it my
let hands in the way
with ten percent of miami eg ten percent of managing if
i feel ten percent energy or my and it through this him
in which means this hand hit
to a hit left hands with ten percent from miami the by a experience tend to send entities through this red hen
the even though you sit on the chair as rotten was to exist
around your body
it's not was you are you arrive endures
as the exist
you know if your heart is beating your brownies surpass you know
going around
every inch of your body
the moment when you sit to mature i think you have you have to experience some pressure
which is called tier exist air exist your heart is beating
your primary is going on

if you have a weight though the hundred six pounds
if you if you with hundred and sixty pounds
share this that the front question
by the six hundred hundred and sixty pounds
also you feel he has to proceed
the asking for the pier
what
excuse the some pressure the does pressure with scored one hundred and six sixty pounds

so from this point i think
isn't when you sit on the chair
you can the eternal sit on the chair without any patience that's patients the other was with us and fashion we've got any lee actions
from where
home care for me a suits
for we breath
and also
the what to say what you feel comfortable
peace boys moment when you fit some mature
is to say that you excuse
all things all things would keep this around you
what cars trying to pressure is trying to pressure twice
try to get the some pressure to you
care
the existence of care
your breath
the condition of your physical condition condition or mental condition
is to say what you perceive you were all things