March 27th, 1971, Serial No. 00316

00:00
00:00
Audio loading...

Welcome! You can log in or create an account to save favorites, edit keywords, transcripts, and more.

Serial: 
KR-00316
Photos: 
Auto-Generated Transcript

ah realise ah the listen
legally
ah would pack the pets
the human life
ah disease
a story watch
ah

ah
a saint a named
pindar up in europe ah

i'll putra bottom a divider a pin drop back to and varga
ah
a give a story to
ah kei
ah
this story
oh curse
in the central off
ah sermon which is called in job asap support or a paul and son mccoy is sutra so so is at the sutra of simon
hmm kiss
the these men
oh who has
it to cry
a one days
i he is and running away
so
gaz
a gods are following him
day in day out
i don't know how many are many days i he say he he has been running away
anyway after running away or for many many hours many days
on his way
the he noticed he's not he notices
a well

ways
lines
going down going down the sides
so he decided he decides
a to descend
and to into the will
into the inside of the will
by means of vines going down the side see anyway

she feels
that time relief
to avoid gaz who has been following him
dg may makes every effort
ah to take the fast a horde of the vines

at that time
they he sees
the writers he sees vipers the bottom of the well
all bring he opening their mouths
they seemed to waiting for him they are falling down to the to the fuck the bottom of the well
he was raised card for this see wow
dawlish it may change it makes him
a to take
a faster faster for the horde of the vines with whole harness
the sometimes vines are moving moving toward to get to the right to the left or for to forward and backward
he finished his face it funny what's a model with vines and
and then care look around like this in the on looking down
he found the he found the to mice long white and yellow black
has been gnawing at devise wow
remember his ten years
please stop would nine and my migraines
well it's too late anyways
the to mice have a concentrates on knowing the wine regardless of the presence of fe of him
then she one or more
he takes so he takes so faster hold of the vines
and then
the goddess pass away the by the by the wells
it makes it makes him feel
hey relief
then look up power he looked out upward and looking upward and look at the skies beautiful skies and at the same time
he notices
ah just above his face just above his face when you look up look up occurred
a bee hives
i think we're wrong watch occasionally for us a drop of honey
vase fair honeys
the tom
and then you look at to look at the sky
our opening opening his mouth real but i def in that time the the from the from the me hives
a gopro hand is have fallen the is is formed for it into his mouth
ah fei free
maybe
forgetting his danger
and taste
our taste that that drop of hunted with denied
when how wonderful honey
this is all all stories
star
now what do you think about this time
why is at the dead rock
he can notice
oh well
why watch but what he can he can hide himself
there are many thing for to happens around kim
the bible saw opening his mouth their mouths waiting for him falling into the bottom of the well
and the to mice a snoring and the vines
what he has been cracking
as if he was drawing a man
the other hand
he taste for getting his danger
a drop of honey with delight
this is almost all phenomena some this page where he was going to thrive she is going on
not in the future not his religion that in past
and prison this is all phenomenon of his stage
where his life is going on
judging from this story
i think
wherever you may go
you must notice you must not stand delays

as hard to crack
sad to crack or failures
and the stay on for human life
in our daily lives
this clerks in failure
the very often is represented
in in the form of
that rock
what in balancing situation
under a certain in but in environments lounge your daily life

no is the so rack where is rack
would you must have fun notice
what is failures
waves in the woods what is constructor or cause structure what is structure of reality
will watch with watch the bit was confusion life is going on

any well we you notice you noticed the everyday life in everyday life that you feel untrustworthy
and reliable
andy a dependable
an easy
in the bottom of your mind in in the bottom of your mind
universe in the bit rock and for human life
your the worse
in the deep structures deep bottom of reality with why to what bit luck of the human life is going on
it must be taking a constellation that you have to encounter
the deep bottom deep bottom of human life
where are you feel will you feel
i easy or untrustworthy
and then
it also it also must be taken into consideration that
you are andor you and as environment
that you have no control

and the bedrock of the human life

we are always expecting something
as mentioned before last week saying i hope so i hope not

our this is a failure but this instead of our daily lives
and also this figure is the state doesn't belong to
the domain of the past
doesn't belong to domain
oh you too
this stage exist completely at the prison in prison
i hope so i hope not
the saying it is it is convenient for me to do so and is inconvenience for me to do so
this is reality this is the structure of the reality
we'll watch the bedrock of human life is going on
it is not the model of the month of future and is not model old past
it is not model of the event for to happen so what happened in past what to will happens in future

so this stage at present yet was consist in
no quality or possibility possibly i hope so i hope not
for instance
nobody knows
nobody knows where that will wanna do you have a of disease a sick
a cancer whatever kind disease they may be

you may have a talk of disease
or you may not have a tunku disease

i had the tacoma fall back of a
ah values a dizzy a top of disease which is code values deal on the reviews
add the age of sixty years oh
the valueless is so they tell me disease
twist and twist the in one's intestines
wait it is town with disease you you must pay constantly without since all day
even though you write down you go to bed
pain doesn't stop
even though you stand up
pain doesn't stop stop
you must pay old age with says
the at that time the doctors
dobson doctors didn't didn't realize what's kind of disease i had
my disease are completely left to all doctrines and all doctors in bewilderment what to do it

then four turbo twelve hours as suffered from pay on the violence hills
casting to turn to lie the to the left on my bet
the and hours not there maybe the six hours in six hours
the doctor decided to send mail to the hospital anyway

inviting the professional dizzy a professional doctor
dish

and then the several doctors came to my room and look at the my stomach do
then alas day have found they found what kind of disease a hat but wow this is so it is it it's valuables
it's terrible disease
but unfortunately they don't they don't have the in on no confidence
if i have if i have operation they don't they didn't know whether or not i am alive
so many doctors to discuss and many doctors was the cussing with a but not about me
what to do because if they if if i have that would be population
but then they decided to the chat
to avoid to avoid that this having fun not to avoid as pains and just the full while anyway i don't i didn't know
but i listen i know i knew everything that i knew all that doctor discuss and doctor has had been discussing a about my life
but my birth and death

then the chat they gave a big shot to me
but i
i egged on all doctors or all nurses
two how for big or threshing anyway
because i pen so much pain thoma hurry up
what's the matter with you know
it's not necessary to hesitate
then they decided to have had to replace me my stomach
ah
but fortunately up to now
i have exist in this world anyway
he said on my death
in nobody knows
whether or not they have for i have been had i have a attack attack of a big disease or believers

navan doctor don't know my about the sounds of to my death or my birth you
in terms of for medical medical science
they didn't know about my dathan and my birth and death
of course we are
oh a we try to we are trying to make a choice
on the possibility possibility all the hope i am i am expecting
when i when i listened when i was listening
to the discussion
the
discussion are met by the doctors
in a sense i was scared to my death
ha
in all but in it is sullivan impossible
a to clean the one side idea one sided idea in town for medical science seem
not that time they believed
they grieve the how great medical science will have anyway
so they don't want they didn't want to have offered to operate

i think it may be pass boy made maybe passport to clean than one sided idea in patrol mobility in probability not in ah
ah and necessity
not in inevitability
have you could if you stick to one five i do
in terms of medical science
i think i think they did they didn't go or break
if you clean if you stick to the one five that idea in terms of my in terms of all few on my death
maybe i might i might hamper operation
but it it must it might be possible to cling to the one sided idea in terms all the conception all probability not in
inevitability
the in in the domain moved her and or the possibility
you must noticed that there are
ah
marty to years
marty to as possibility you want to julius possibility
completely you can't make a make a choice of one sided i don't want to die
or they don't they don't want to outbreak
that there were many property market today as possibility

i might i might keep my life alive even though i had i have heard from operation
even though they have or they decided to operate

maybe i might not i might not die

like the like them and like the men who who is who is so running away running away from the jail
there are many ways and then he tries he tries to hide himself
the descending into the will
but ms all but ms of far
the vines growing downs of the sides
even though he make a choice to good make a choice vague the best place there are many possibility in the presence of the virus
the opening their mouth waiting for him falling down into the bottom of the my than well
the presence of the to mice knowing that to the vine
the presence of the vine
the also the fall in the presence of down honey a drop la honey
what makes you what makes you
ah which makes you forget your danger

prime the into the pressure
anyway there are there are many possibilities you can toys you can join one sided idea you
even though you think within your and the head to bring yes this is my best place you
who are they see as sir through the arctic thor's students of the zinn
i think all of you decided to the decided to be in the domain of zazen the thing is just crazy
avoid the phone with something a of from the confusion with to have them seen the word then you said yes this is best of praise well look at yourself
even a when the domain doesn't would you believe this is based the place then amounted to de-ice possibility what's a mom might play
you ran over here in tyler in inducing ceylon in japan sometimes in heaven sometimes then of help
sometimes a big imagination of vipers soon monsters

our this is vivid to space you'll feel alive
i input the bit of your life is going on anyway this is the reality is is layered the
this page is the the this stage rise in reality
not not in the past not in a future in right now
and also you you a you will you come to notice that
it is impossible to to escape to get rid of it however however you can avoid

nicole is the ideal with a you weren't ideal how every you trying to escape from it
this is also the stage of your present life

no within this the stage on this phase
you're cleaning you are always clinging to the one sided idea and suffer
and pains
and struggling
ah
but the food is for his opponent for is the old parliament what do you are always wrestling with your suffering your travels
and the domain of the reality of your life realities of your life
you want to the bedrock of your life is going on
who is your upon it

your opponent you opponent is the a opponent is a sickness
maybe you may you may have for you may have a of disease sick or you may not you may not

before he is a point the sicknesses you born
i don't think so
of course i had a big attack of the disease which is called voluma valuable see

or the opponent is my my own mind itself
i don't think so

no i think opponent is
as something's some something like the idea
something like had pathetic idea
hypothetical idea i don't want i don't want to disease
yeah
you always wrestling with the the idea how pathetic ideas i don't want i don't want i don't want a disease of course nobody nobody like a disease you

you're not always always wrestling with the their sickness itself
you are not always wrestling with the you mind itself the you are always wrestling with i prefer a guy i don't want a i hope what i hope not
that's all
then as mentioned the last week it's roots in it it it is as if you look at the reflecting on the mirror
i took the example anti-gay example a friction and will mirror

look ruka to live with for your miller
you think you think curry when you when you stand with you stand in front of you in front of a mirror you not as your reflection you think wow how beautiful i am
sometimes you you think all
how miserable my noises
how missile from my faces i don't want my face sometimes
the i i demonstrate to smiling will in front of the mirror like this oh that's nice smile
sometimes all i don't like this liar
some or maybe someone someone come to come to man in front of familiar and he's demonstrating the same way smiling legs and all your smile is pretty good
they will no i don't dare regardless of the idea with a one night i like wine dislike you
my smiling my face
i myself is not the the the defection i just look at some my live flexing and think or how beautiful i am
a looking at my are looking at my lift bricks and not looking at myself
now looking at my mind
looking at what the looking at hypersonic idea and i believe how beautiful my faith but so on do you think so
i prefer to guide you now i pathetic idea is always here
day you over school wrestling is it how good for i am how miserable for how ugly you how can my face it so i want all operate my nose

if so if so i myself i myself who is who is going on at the reality is so rife based on the bit lock but rock on my life
based on the the bottom of life
is not the and my is not my lymph roxanne
is not is not the mirror itself
what is not is not my mind

i think you understand though for is of the oppo opponent for you for you have what would you are listening missing with the in your everyday life
it is just a hypothetical idea not we're not your mind itself
so you yourself the eye as you are is not the new early fracture is not mirror itself
then pressing is where is the you yourself where is the to sell where these the self in its
ah is

and forget worse
ah
it
it is this or sadness pure and simple
really is
the self
the striping
a striking the self for the striking the
ah
striking the things striping this things
striping the south of all
my
well it was a philosophical
scientifically

a throwing away throwing away the same form all
psych rods go content
what is this big self
the big south
throwing away the small self of all psychological contents philosophical or
a more contents

doesn't rise in doesn't exist the way than
the your reflection on the mirror
doesn't exist
within merely itself
what doesn't we exist within your mind itself
what is the bits of

then itself exist the place and it was something was something more the place where you are always strong struggling
where you are always us
something or pain and feeling pain
are clinging to the high percentage guide here

though you yourself
the are you are
is
the highest cage higher stage

more than the praise more than the one
where you are clinging to the high-profile idea
without without those the domain of the deflection without the men of the mirror itself
it must be taken into consideration that you have to you have to go beyond

where you can you where can you go beyond that

as mentioned before you it must be taken consideration that the you are and the circumstances circumstances over that you have no control the feeling of feeling of untrustworthiness and of an the lion bonus
all indistinctness
oh obscurity

if thought we have to i'm also you would
you you have noticed that you can to get rid of it you can this cave
the space
will you are under the circumstances over you have no control
if so the end of the circumstances over you have no control you have to go beyond
this is very important this is very important

so under the circumstances or under the circumstances over that you have no control feeling of untrustworthiness feeling of unreliable this
what do you must what do you must go beyond ms
you accept you accept the feeling of and translate and and transit and untrustworthiness the way as it is
your the ruth you have to fun and the andrews under the circumstances of untrustworthiness mass all you can escape from the domain want to aunts uncles worthiness you can we escape you can
escape from the feeling all
unreliable witness

for what do you can what you can doubt the only one only one way a one-day the and pissed away
what do you can you can the go beyond
embossing situation
a with what you are confounded

is to go beyond the and is to stand up to stand up
upright
and the circumstances over you have no control
a on earth to accept
as untrustworthiness he is the way as and twenty one in this is

on this is an effort in buddhism this is effort what the buddhism put emphasis on
not this case not cling to

then don't convince says
though the effort is to cultivate and practice good without cease
the employees code in doubt new charging

i sure miss the word show me show referred to the state of undefiled mess
does didn't a din ms
not a deep deep means not to degress not to regress
the do bit remaining is to go to proceed
the to proceed to go ahead is not for lucas regress this is a into some point you
the shooting is surging or iphone is not just merely to go ahead not too many proceed one not too many to go back not to merely to progress why should you do not to go
head not to probably not to regress what should you look the i hear you
with the wanna you don't understand what the effort is what the true meaning of effort is
the effort is if is
a when used condom when you son the without too many rushing into forehead
not merely going back in brainless drunk bribery
for not to go ahead not to regress and just hear you this is the effort buddha says or dog in than says not to forgo and not to regress this is if someone is
riyadh that's why you always says oh my life is pretty hot
what shall i do
and then sometimes you'll find of doesn't use vista phrase the usual the new product zazen but i met him before he even the in the men of the best surprised with is called doesn't there are many the mounted tedious passive
city
ridiculous so function of your mind and fraud rings the spate of your mind
the feeling of uneasiness going though a young there
the presence of vipers the presence of for to mice and presence so for vices wines
a wines looks like are you observing you know that you hold to your paypal has the hood of the observing yeah this is some reserving hip
but the inside for you
the minds of your zazen you to to my or tumors is gnawing at the of life
what you believe this is recipes

what should you do this is very important you look at carefree the structure of the reality in weight the bedrock will all for life is going on
for effort is not cause rushing for it
not too
now merely go back primary
to see you
you can you can go you can go any place that is nowhere
reich the man who is so for something in the will
whatever wherever you whatever you notice you
whatever kind of market today is possibility you may fun you may notice
you can go any place as long as the as long as you take files to hold of wise you can go any place
we have to you have to take consideration of your life not impasse non future and present you have to take consideration of your life in prison
what team is which ms and man whitman is a man's present men's prison wife who is taking hold of the by

then for this man there is no no week no suggested no hit
what others try to give him
oh he has to do is
to live
to live multitude use wanted to this possibility to take
the natural cause that's all yonder was all he has to do is to accept all circumstances over that he has no control
of course he his he doesn't he doesn't satisfy himself
i know you know in

ah i think the maybe one of five famous of thinkers in europe kill all
the up the a's hub ms looks like golf floating on the water for to the water
happiness is as a few fraught you float to the flow on the surface of war dislike this
but please be careful it doesn't mean it doesn't mean negative real rife it doesn't mean in now negative a real life
because even though you fraud you fought on the surface water
your hands your legs people would you have to move have to move
we have to concentrate on let your body and mind fought on se war it is impossible to fall to the surface water without any effort without any effort
and this is very important a the example with the kierkegaard the taping
at took his way in interesting point the how can he says as if you fold it on the surface water to flaunt it
it means you have to all you have to do is to accept your own motive two years
possibility
with the feeling of untrustworthiness of undeniable nice
admins to fun of upright right now like you guys this effort
then when use condoms upright under the circumstances over that you have no control
it is called foot
it is called going beyond it is called to noticed to excuse to experience best the plays best face beyond
suffering from high prophetic guide years
okay