go first
in
so on i have typically here i was recording last night and then
someone noticed and it was too
and he said well can make get copies of the recording and i suggest that no i'm not you know i am not technologically savvy and
my student is technologically savvy now than it as i was at a computer and no telephone and and associated i couldn't do it so then it it said that oh she had a quicker and so now we have an email list and if you want copies of it
thanks they recorded it sounds like
my imagery
you know zapped him to you
so and smile we can stay one day week is turning email list which would be nice to have the nurseries if you're willing to be on and in destiny
you know for instance i may at once again at three times now written up the chain gang instructions and i keep disappearing
and also one of my students is videotaped michigan so maybe we can get her to put it on my website and a new convention on the targets they're saying they were doing analyst
and i bet my stick nine
this isn't really the one bringing people
and this is an it goes by different names
one of the names and japanese is nelly
amelia's translate the mind that reaches everywhere
so for this reasons is shaped like a back scratcher

excursion
and but other people saying now on a that's not the true man
you know san and other stretch practice started with mushrooms
there's a mushroom which comes up and then of the news over like this and the project as mentioned ones who got the idea to have and his inventions
so this is the symbol still for the mushroom
head comes up in are so simple and some of the old style of these they actually do look like they could be mushrooms because on just a little trillion is a whole pounds
flourishing coming down from the tab so there might be some truth to them when this is actually a mushroom lineage
which is joint scampi what i wanted to with you about tonight
i wasn't planning a number
and
i brought in a cop in english of jurgensen instructions to kick and and ralph is explained to me that he has a copy of the instructions are good in german after edge and may be able to make copies and you want to copy and it's answering the gmo russia's book
and took up his in the bookstore which is the instructions in a cook in german and at gucci on the russia's a commentary about the history
and but tonight i thought i would reach you and a couple of the national stories
so it's fitting have my mushroom steak
so as zen master dogan and can be mentioned in and chance and lived in the thirteenth century
the spin sensuous pretty auspicious time is not my constant like st francis said of a know
ah but i think like rumi
me i think it's the king century so pay an auspicious time
and a dogan and another interesting point is that duggan's
forget exactly when
he was pretty young boy final seven years old and his mother died
ah and a disturbing is that at the and smugglers general he watched the incense smoke
and it said that he had for
found sense and the trench and city at life

and then i think is i can't remember exactly about the ancient nine he went to the it's knock on his father man died as well and he had an education and chinese classics and
in writing an event and i think i've seen a fairly royal situation
sunday's little palace
and then a fairly young age it and decided to become a monk he became
there wasn't that much sand in japan as day so became and ten guy monk and then began practicing
and then later instead into a days zen master and japan and a sigh

and and saying mr duggan seems to have been some andrew
at a very an antique passion or interest in spiritual life

and you know him is the kind of young man who
no it sometimes as questions and the teachers couldn't answer
insert far as like a respite
and apparently one of the questions that and adobe had which stayed with was
olive buddhism teaches that we all have good and pitcher
in each person has been in nature
why do we need to practice
kip you know you're already have divine nature
then what's the problem
you know right i understand then right we are i don't we say better appreciate that are no why do we need to get something like a to
and understand that are know that
it's a little bit like asking an
why do we have a whole life to figure things out
it takes is why the days
anakin a day and ended the history when you're twenty while i got them in
you need to have something to keep steady in
co-authored a suzuki or is described and sand as and mountain range after range impediments since sometimes you are climbing up the mountain it's wrong and arduous you have a nice gear for little higher than you could get because because
and in a valid from the and mr up again and a life is like this widow is peaks and valleys
and went out states a i'm usually on level ground
that's a different story
sairam
maybe duggan's christmas and simple as an why do we have a whole lifetime to this happened
and
but down we don't know and even if it in and murder mystery and know if you'll find out who did it the first valuable in you need to know how did they find out or is it a mistake to bit found that who did it say i still need to her blog or if you knew the answer before the end of the book and you don't read it so we don't know
what's going to happen to us
it's day we're finding out
rob happened to us today
and as you know some pretty
you know all kinds of things happen

can you that two weeks ago
and
i had a little studio outside my house for a islam presides and then i my ex and patricia as or can't come back and doing yoga classes at your house it was so nice to do yoga practices
good sir so on thursday mornings patricia council and cancer never transferred to hours and seven
and m to days ago and i'm an immigrant and sweep the rockaway
and then i was out and then a woman came
carolyn

challenging look ragged and said hi carolyn how are you
looks to me like
she doesn't know what to say
how are you he knows using a fine how are you
she was trying to decide what do i say

when she said
you know that little girl who was killed last week
a drunk driver
in this town had a tomorrow that was my time

abstract
cary grant i account
by a drunk driver
when she said in my son
and ten
he's in the hospital
he's in good condition
and his head or one leg amputated
we haven't had told him that he no longer has
her
sometimes it's hard to know how to live through these things

and so and it's there for some prayers for and started page and my friend carolyn
and i'm getting a little bit away from the national studies will get back there
and i just say a word a few words about and may i give prayer in buddhism
i usually people in our understand their prayers
you you a to someone
or something ah hey can you do me a favor
he used a i get is you're trying somebody's got my pair of the a do
oh did he ask him nicely and for sincerely and of this higher power will help you out

shandong
i read them and two books as an ending in and larry dasi codes written some books about prayer and used steadied pear corn lad
he was a physician for many years and
he said one of the best kept secrets for western science is the prayer words
and it's a sacred pickets is you wouldn't want to be lion and in still on go see the doctor and we don't want you thinking that pairs better than our medicine
and or and in our drugs and everything so we need it shouldn't know about this but prayer works
and then
oh he says the most powerful prayer an unchristian channels is thy will be done
god i want i don't want it's they will be done
and that actually in london and studies write a check and alfalfa seeds and cloned into them
and they took a more the goes on about the plants and climbed it
and then they have a alfalfa and mode of up and rolled up and a different batches and one of them they don't pay anything for
in one of them this a navy out africa big and tall and strong and robust
and overcome all load and that's a way like and please help us out here and see what we're paying for and the date when they pray thy will be done
that one goes the best
isn't that interesting
thy will be done in it is close the best carpenter and the next best thing the one that made this that that the grow tall and big and strong and the one that nobody pays for one way or another eight grows okay but less than the other two
found interesting and in buddhism know so you could understand meditation as a kind of flung as pair you don't have to be taken anything but you're sitting
and your hearts and changing and news is they're happening and you're allowing yourself to just gave it everything so to speak
an inverted a new good sense that if they will begun and say made the best results occur
are you can say and i like to say homage to the protection of wisdom the lovely the holly the protection of wisdom oh you know i would have to tell you a bit about to read it's in and sanskrit and or japanese a
it is a similar pronunciation patching up our nature the wisdom and it's gone beyond
in this is also an
our in japanese it's under our new chancellor personal permitted on your me too

and you know there's a whole and your stitches
and in at eight thousand lines in twenty five thousand lines in a hundred thousand lines talking about the professional wisdom is also etc net is two hundred and age a chinese characters are which is then called the hype sutra because it's the heart
have the privilege to install surgery
and then there's a launcher at the end
at which is considered to be read part of the hundred
some townspeople than just can't imagine this your the heart-centered chen everyday ins and temples suzanne people have a strong affinity are killing for the professional wisdom

so in and my own way i mean i've been teaching you about the perfection of wisdom
in ended their by saying you know you don't need to follow a bug
you follow your steady and falling around the on the team
so it's actually not very wise to follow a bug and abandon your own capacity could find things out to chase them to know for yourself and to try to do with somebody else is the way to do it and the right way and the best way and why would you think to even do it any other way and just do it i tell them you'll be okay
this is not wise to an abandoned in your urine as capacity to understand you give up you say well i don't know tell me what to do

so finally and there's nothing that we can rely on
so in the heart surgery it says about it said per depends on persian apparently to depends on the protection of wasting
the person is permitted is dead the protection of instrument is that there's nothing to depend on
there's nothing you can count on
and they would you can count on is showing up i will show up
i would show up here and i will see where i can about steady when i can about what's going on here and how to work with it
i may not get is very well but it's what i can do suggest making their show up respond to what's happening it's like a gator improvisation precise show up except the offer submission something to you accepted talk to them
except the upper and start anywhere
start where you are don't think you need to be an intense person start where you are forgotten show up except the offer start where you are make some mistakes go for it take care of your brains
and instead of thing you should games and you shouldn't dad and like you're gonna keep this whole listings to be checking off with a which once you're during in which when you aren't going in
you can and then pretty soon yourself getting with your lives to you're not responding to anything
you don't even hear what people are saying it's not on your nurse could trip
i so am the protection of wisdom is and can ah another web
and then when you say homage to the perfection of wisdom the perfection of wisdom is personified as a deity
the lovely the holly
she is she herself is a source of light
for all beings she removes the darkness of conclusion
she brings light so that all fear in distress may be per second

i so am no way not in charge but waiting show up and and my pin canon a few days later called she said unchain
to the hospital today
we're going to tell aaron

and there's in the big an illusion and and i live and or mistake we made against them in spite of everything
in spite of things like an extraordinary personally think if i led the right way i can avoid the painful and typical things if i have end and typical my and i must have done something wrong
it's not true
we have paying typical the were choice
happiness
you know
we had pleasure and pain

to the professional restaurant
an intellect to like pain when it is

commissioner thing to say and open me to say the caravan
i just you know all i can say is canon and so painful islam and so sad
so deeply distressing
and she said please pay
so at my parents i'm instant protection of wisdom and lovely holiday
i'm not in charges
and that i allow my energy to be heard the energy and past us this is a little bit night staying over reaches out the is teaching you know read the total number of lines from the universe is one
nobody is you know western idea is this stuff comes along
no an embryo from this other staff at some point this stuff is comes along and up the starts creating consciousness
to will hit bed
nobody has ever shown how material could possibly create consciousness
british the idea in the dalai lama you know says that sciences coming around to listen he keeps up on science and instance you know consciousness first consciousness creates matter that matter creates consciousness
and but anyway and in know many scientists are now coming to understand that anybody's any particular brain and mind you know he's like a receiver and transmitter of of a particular version of the one consciousness
so why wouldn't we share when our consciousness with one consciousness
and and it's a kind of trust i trust in consciousness
the choice not to transplant consciousness is so painful
you know if if as you scared and you begin to relax and it became to staff and you begin to be in touch with your experience and then you're heading to and yourself against it
because you couldn't trust it ah said painful
so i and along with other and traditions are no assures your bed as you stop and relax and meditate and became to let go and you breathe and
that you can trust
what's your time because the basis of and like is i'm writing buddhism called britain nature but knowing other words to mind
no one creation and we can trust
how's that even you know i
i never thought i'd say the soothing but yeah even a difficulties and panzer in a part of it
and especially grossman your little and you know we all get won't get the standard and then we spend the rest of your last i checked characters are weren't since her character
a blessing is to sanctify with bread you got learn that you can play you got blooded
came into like suede new point and get blooded and now you have some character
it's is a blessing in your curse you only have stepped to work on inward three when you have some gifts and things to share and offering
do it you can and we don't know the in history and steward have the evidence
i'm fine guy

so and restroom students
so zen master duggan went off to decided financing young and he was en route twenty i guess
ah he decided to go to china where they were really patch censor him
and get the real exam and bring it back to japan
and he went to china for four years and nine some big deal
hamburg and i'm across the chancellor
at any wetlands and many of his teachers and students museum and then adam died in china
and a turban steadied people on plunging neck and chinese zen master at one point in regional became his her teachers and instead it at james monastery
and as far as that goes the story is that
when they first met
paging said
a pleased to meet you and as he had something like i see how clear you are and how your and the exploiting the expressions in his hand body and mind has dropped out
you they them fixed brilliant mind
can we hold onto
chosen game
and m duggan said not so fast
i don't want you to recognize me so easily this way
so and and then dogging and join this and teachings monastery and then after some been or maybe even a couple years and one night and they would sit late at night
and australian is the lungs been down as a in on three hours sleep he goes a little bit and his teacher j would sometimes take up his slipper that they didn't have a stay can take a bus is slippers and hit the months rager don't waste your time
i laughed because you know known that stubbornness in the help me
you know get into limits rape and
i don't know but maybe it it can be purchased at the time it didn't seem like resubmitting anyway
and at one night and
ah the teacher was hitting the student next to delegate and right next to duggan and hitting of insane thing is dropping off your body and nine named and nine drop off
and something happened to get a gun and it felt like his party and nineteen dropped up
something i dropped away
and they went to see a teacher and and his teacher acknowledge this from them said he received recognition for his teacher
and then he came back from china to and japan
one story is that somebody suddenly went to germany in china
he said i landed the eyes how horizontal
the nose is

but then he stated a teaching and salmon japan
eventually was added is now considered to be the founder of the japanese so understand school
and he started a monastery which is called a to is a j and is a dog and first name ak dogan and g is to read your temples or a temple temple e g and singing mountains and edges and province
that's close to expand and a tennessee to cancel the republicans sang the east coast from japan and right on the coast to that out strongly against the pennant our i trained and want to play soccer
and they have one of them
the most amazing things i've ever seen which is the hallways are would it's a lot of snow there center
the hallways are all covered
here with roof
and then the hallways or bad fact that ride from the steps
i'm pretty wide
then the duncan and in which became growing up and down the hill
and every day now for
no sense twelve forty two am forty five happy day and someone's taken a damp towel right word
to understand a towel
what bring it out and wipe
for eight hundred years and that word is now like glass
you can pretty much see yourself it's likely read and it's friend
it's not because it's a waxed snappy because it's polished
it's here end
it's a hand moving over each day
the cow
sell it so shiny you walking
things are reflecting it says ten
and then you know from eight hundred years
ah hand yeah you know the western ideas
let's do something church that we don't have to relate to it
jenny stand
let me fix it so i don't have to pay any more attention to it
so he not gonna pay attention to the club
richard wax let's let's bear painted really get that thing here now in english
it with plastic
michelle lag said that you don't have to relate to it and then we don't have to pay attention to it said part of the western games happiness is happiness has never having to pay attention to anything
to understand
and then there's advertisements like this
when there is a digital a telephone company comcast comcast says he'll and they provide and telephone television and internet get three
for one hundred dollars a month
and you know watch what you want when you want to watch it

and then the hamburger cavic your way and burger king or somebody basic have it your way we will make it to anyone
and and you know if you go to the guy sister and you can have paid
this is an and the bed in assets
i should i buy you know i look i get in the grocery stores and getting music
his walls
the news colors and it's still if you have been like a to hire from six months meditating facing the while you walk into the a serious crush your service
have been to the get a box you know it hasn't been you know that was when the original as is rice around me
are you no matter what i'm eating cheese
trump sandbox
are you can have you know a male frozen
say
excuse me but why and bite you
then the package says jim and and easy you won't have to relate with me ha
and i'll be there just the way you want richard
without you having to relate with me at all
that be nice and then because i'm there be like them then he will be happy as good says how to be happy is you don't have to be late i'm just there for you when you want me put me in the oven i'll be there
and you know and
it only makes me rather linen so and and then if you say oh i don't think i'm interested in them in other practicing right you can't afford me
what kind of loser
what are you think you actually going to do something with your hands
are you sure you belong in this store
for similar class aren't you
so you know when the can and during step with your hands and it and then this is all about remaining and can you will actually relate to something food it's about remaining for simple
so when you go to the produce department
and then
right you weren't going you oh you know the pen we could hang out together and we'd like to do i should take me home we'll see what happens normally
and then write it but it's you know we can get to marry each other and i have this idea like or before i put something in my mouth i should get you know at first that's one of the most intimate things you can do is put something in that and it disappeared inside you when you want to get to know it first
where does it come from
i did you catch here
tell me about yourself

you know to help
anyway so and and then you start getting ideas and then you're in the produce department knew
the potatoes in a red ribbon across the way it looks pretty nice wicked you could make a salad with this is things that a current you are just in the company with these things you know with this with the produce it's a whole they have been experiencing all the packages
but anyway food is them and cocaine actually relating with resembling
you bring your game show up your present recent something who are you wanna even why are you hear what would you like to do it regularly do together
and then
oh it's time to step like we're meant to do the most mysterious ross
i design going to be tapped for one less risque tonight but a genuine american i don't know how bad it be scared but in nineteen eighty five
when i was first starting cooking classes there was an article on the wall street journal on said
less than thirty percent for american families were actually getting together
to understand families were not game together that's thirty was twenty twenty five years ago
less than thirty or joined by percent of american parents bringing together and what they said was typical was pop and each member that family has a television in their own room somebody buys a bunch of products that are in the refrigerator the cupboard that he can microwave or during station bags
people do not have to talk with each other even about what to watch on television because rebellions their on television or i would you talk about lead to lodge and now people have their own computers and then they have been own game boys so we don't need to talk with each other and everything just comes to you
he's me you don't have to relate any should just show up
so it's a very strange world we're living room and and all the studies that they've done and now an american the gentry or poor you know she didn't university standings with share their families and families living together the children grow up healthy
and they have a and friends
they do well in school
and they get better grades they have way fewer drug problems regular alcohol problems and am
they're pretty happy and healthy
and it's dependency get you

i didn't think by the way i don't know
i don't want to belabor this statistic pyramids interesting things a a territory
are you know schumann's the restaurant in ancient year in munich it's very interesting week and sometimes in a restaurants become like in our on home-away-from-home it's like family and humans is like that
oh the second naito second anthony i was there and they met one a christian his old friends eric as an open martin's endorses
and you said oh when you know when he was first starting out as a young man he is to get insurance
and then let him sign
pretty nails
an arctic is in the movie business now like tourism right
from he said sometimes he would run up a bill at three or four thousand deutschmarks
and a that it's that we know one another we trust each other with family and then you target a long story but how they there was a man who is very difficult and annoying to and of people that he was regular customer she mentioned when he ran out of money they went
i'm getting him for a year to me for a tag
and then let him stay here and and shoes there and you could take a shower there
this is maybe the odd schumann's maybe it's the typical now it's different generation but anyway it's interesting that sometimes new restaurants
miss l places would become like family
out anyway one mushrooms doing
interesting how much from stories combines so many different directions in
i bet it actually bring again and read to my dog bergen said that this

during my stay at mount in tentang a prince name young from genuine prefecture how the position of tensor had cook one day after the noon meal when i was walking along the eastern cape
covered walkway to a september grow challenge hat he was confined to the burqa drying some mushrooms
in the sun
he had a band was taking his hand
and no hat on his head
the sun was very hot scratching the pavement
he looked very painful
his backbone was bent i again though in his eyebrows were as white as a crane
i went up to the tensile and i asked him how long have you a along
sixty eight years he replied
jones gonna be in his seventies should be spent a long deadline rebuilding in its cage
why don't you that a helper do it for you asked him
others are not me he said
others are not myself
reverend sir
he had follow regulations exactly
but right now the sun is really hot so why do you worked so hard now why not do it later
that wouldn't be now

i it's know when should i read it
so i stopped talking
as i was walking further along a covered walkway ipad how important the tens of his position is
so important and you know a questions and and this is not just the ten services insurance how important
it'll position is
and realize how encouraging ourselves to take her position
no one is going to be new for you
what's due to be you and to live your life
maybe it's not in the sand bed
we're coming to this moment
a good heart
others are not you others are not going to be able to lead your life for you
there's no other time but now too
say what is happening to rights you like to study your life
and you know the ran had to be with unpleasant and how to be with paying for things
howdy be with joyce how to be with serves

and and you know everything and he's not quick and easily

and i you know i also want to make sure you understand dead you know we are all doing this already
you've come to the workshop you come to a class and we do the work listen we talk or do the dishes will reach the pats put away the food reclaimed sluggishness you know the
the same way

i recently i do
i keep thinking get talking at so long and and i think my tends to tell you
well last short story
an ne we had adam
the fiftieth anniversary of suzuki roshi coming to america
he came to an nineteen kitchen dining mrs two thousand nine and can may so we had weekend
and then
so i was paid i was invited one day to say with that rather advanced as encourage the disciples to talk for fifteen minutes yet

chen then
the problem
and the question for attack was why did sincere as you come to america
if you know standing at his history to is because they sometimes ask about the garmin the first teacher in china why for retirement account from india to change right liberty down and come from the rest this is why it's security came from the rest so said interest
so people say various things and adsense a curator stand

can and was talking i said
request festival ride know it's impossible to answer my questions
i told them patriot a my friend george lane is a street therapist
among other things and actually in ninety three which i was telling you about this afternoon he came in and did an communication skills workshops at the sentencing for us
he had no idea what he was getting your kids
he said works with names and people can't you have a slight preference
business oh it's okay whatever you can include
repeat subpoena combine
and anyway and but chargers to say i don't answer why questions isn't somebody says why are you talking to me like them because i'm an idiot obviously or because what you know like a nice weekend you say to explain yourself events
somebody is why there's no answer to it
because and anyway
yeah
when i said you know suzuki roshi came to america said raikkonen said here
tonight
so we can all be here
can sit here and settled into our bodies and into our hearts
and let go for living in the rush of everyday life and i'm gonna be occupations
i'm a little quiet and inside america's leaders said to her heart
that's present nice
i think that's a good reason for such a wretched have come

so we're gonna get up nor do the walking and create yesterday nice nine fifteen minutes and then i said for station each other