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there's a few things that gathered
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when they with
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a be the primary characteristic a in a period of definitely
religion
what would you say to somebody in another religion and you ready to still a founded before
but what i said yeah to get that have been answered a lack of any is really the essential have been a buddhism and maybe if the technical way turn the comparative religion of truth and that he turned to practicing a given not true
we could be the primary point he had picked this one
an aspect of british pakistan
that because really
can't help ourselves seemed continue we can help ourselves from craving and desiring grasping support and recreate suffering
and there's a way to
release her grip on that craving
use human suffering that because yourself
naturally i mean that's what makes people practice foolish
and that was actually a good as first survey
that's what he said
and in the second serve he talked about
that so the emptiness or that the the lack of and of being for the lack of yourself
herself
by

although i think that

and another the fact that i had was that the sort of concerned with religion is that if you think about
what what we made when he said goodbye and most people even a of and god and seems like that talking about emptiness and about home
the you a direct contradiction of most people's in his world idea of what candidates
but most people think a new toward badger some sense of a creator and of course there there are other ways of using of my god which are can be more subtle lower
sophisticated but intense of god as being a creator
if if every in everything has a off the that has no
two it happen to be creative
isn't that manchester
is a real threat to the village

and then
compassion well

the my yeah marianna buddhism is concerned with the bodhisattva
and so
the question
it's important to me as worthwhile as this discussion of continuous service

why is understanding and emptiness the key to the bodhisattva way

let's up something
if we could talk about here

someone asked
last week about wisdom and compassion
and i i kind of quickly said
i forget how embrace it
something like the compassion
wasn't helpful the that thursday
and
wisdom in this sutra really
it's about understanding
the truth of emptiness
so
and this bodhisattva path is the path of compassion
and so
what is emptiness have to do

when suggested that we talk about this rapidly
this kind of
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not a government
russia
but try to rationalise
birmingham
as you why you think that guy i was reading i think he's a
thanks of he says get it he says what to say that it's not rational intuitive i wonder why is an irrational it seems competed and penis go for over here is rational which you can get
practically interference
just sort of observing
it seems to be exact
the

experience
the to really understand this got the committee because we aim is area
i ever do them

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how respect them whatever
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eight hundred restaurant would actually lead the world
if you like for compassion
there was there there's really happening in the world over detract
it's a very wise be
everything would come to a good of a good movie
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he hadn't been compassion
that's why we we wouldn't even know

the graham
somehow the than three hundred countries
there is a language
it that compassion
wouldn't we live in sense of you this girl
there's no reason for
great western states
so in the sense in that sense from an ordinary you yeah
erica
why should i do a
once i see that
that was
gets me
turn comes next

you see the emptiness
you can get cut
life

valley
yeah

here and valuable is that the third we have such an assumption even if we don't articulate or you think about it here is such an assumption here
there is such a strong sense of the most people
because that haha so much problem you have to address it directly
emptied because
it's important to said
get up
but if you follow that then if you let go of that notion of be being so critical so important then
you just naturally
well that that's something i'm going to say it would seem as if naturally at that point you would open up to
what's obvious is that we're honored to relate so
have you just engage but maybe if that's a neat and a smartphone just black and white it's not just like
well as soon as used as soon as you like go everything just open deck and you're just feel totally one with everything it just doesn't simple
i think it's more gradual and exam
and it can be a typical it can be depressing
when you let me let go for we think if we direct our lives always based on how we can make me feel better if you're happier and then we started question is then what i support why should i go on
and of course the
so that's a that's how emotions seem to go and you know for us the answers why she won or how things open up but the experience actually gradual my experience with this gradual and su others in can be depressing
here's a depressing aspect it and then you have to get it you have to be willing i think have to be willing to go through them
the to let it go faster
could keep it's a letting go process but you can't you can't dictate the term to can and dictate what is boy

help us
we will always invited a look at it from a to do things that same as such nice
perhaps the moon but what about looking at is completed you would you say something is empty what is it that you don't see
you know when the project all these days internal change
are these faces of thought on own diego
protected with something else and when you see this emptiness of things know they are and what are these things
i think that is thing
social poetry art there's a lot
beauty that people say the same time i don't think i don't find emptiness testing i think it's
often mistaken to it's often equated with miles of dogs like everything's the same or it doesn't matter whether the moon systems vibrancy that actually
emptiness is very much
yeah

you like
thank you understand aren't saying anything
have you think
the can if i think of there is still there just all continent which is all and may be the my body is made up of thing that percent and space so added
pain and the years ago
star chef but still
a year and this part is really here peak
the same things going on my thoughts
eighty two three changing i bet you
i maybe a new video every home but there is continuity what i'm a bot
just like you got a candle flame
every minute every instant that kind of thing the same time is also the same candle thing
i hope that's true
so i have been i have whole powerful emotional reactions
they they aren't an while shifting motion
sure every moment
and i have a whole pattern of idea about who i am the perception with change
even though one of those punks
change
oh and i have is what
i'm getting to know there's this idea that i heard that
really understand and you realize that your ego and exist and there's nothing to protect so he had some liberation as well i i doubt that to me
that i may i have all had a conventional emotional responses they may be little with impudence but they present and the idol and the wilkerson i think i understand how it
but still still those emotional patterns also exist
and somebody sticks and i doubt it
i'm gonna do that
but not going to chicken that feeling bad is that i didn't notice that at
well at it off it hasn't from desperate for
if you don't always letting it was in the same out similarly away doesn't mean it's not there was like a candle flame is new than was there he can i go to another country where they are sick that comes out and then we like each other and then i stated okay then another temptation change right
changed my cabin the thing that i have never right
so things that occurred up experiences in my subconscious with is empty and real and i had a baggage reaction and something happened
i go i'm contemplating that stuff exists at the same
so actually weren't getting that why i ask them why does it
oh and can i tell them a practice dropping them over and over again which is learning impact be tracked
but this idea that realized the ambulance is going to save people from suffering i don't understand that's right
future
you can like
will benefit the hypothesis for supports the idea of compassion realized that we've seen other people who are still do
there's something second this is zero
life
help
the first part
how does it saved you from suffering
i think that parents are you doing your good
the the week
okay so that's one thing will there's a secret or age of ten
with not really hungry
well that the thing about buddhism we get rid of it that it there's a distinguishing between pain and suffering between experiencing pain in holding on to
holding line wishing that the pain go away one in a separate from the pain that that gets more suffering than just hundred but no we've never said that they didn't complain
taipei and the fact potion that you got
the fact that the about the composer to get him
ha
it's not as it's not a kind of a stoic not just for like
but yeah
kosher because
you're not holding on to the notion of wanting to
yeah
ain't it is bad you didn't get rid of a changing
that's it
i just want to say one thing about the said you're you're saying that you don't see how
there's an end to suffering is it says that with and well just a book like that
and i failed but i'm going to make i could actually answer that for i to him know i was just point to say that understanding oneself the absence of the hi there
get sell
from my understanding
it can talk
a sudden emptiness
yeah
once the eyes out of the way your like getting herself and i
visual bug
this year so
to it
cancer
he's not so
because you're going to a daddy
you know i never wanted to me
the same way
but we have a story collection what we are
not the same thing
actually i think will be that with
nancy did you custom work
is it
hey isn't it possible to speak of emptiness at work concentration
thousand
allows his experience
when and as well as
as someone working on a referral funding model train get some them so that first themselves
i
i hear that the act of getting out of them
that
i don't know that have to pick this is founded on
the able to
to watch my gram
enter a good concentration i just realized that there to the question saturday
kathy fine restaurants route row speaking with somebody asked to
the fine restaurant it's great to save when he turns out the answer was
arriving at somebody some deviled ham and so what's it was there when
at what what is what makes buddhism well we play for we found a week we're here
that's our foundation in away and we have ancestors who have experienced than me
it we can make it into it's
one that one thing that really use of them a salvation nothing you know the world cup concentration slash medications
getting the minimize it you know like society so that casually things going on but whatever
we're here
in the foundation
there's a margin of people that we can say yes they have done this too
two less or more satisfaction for themselves
but are you saying they're the same now i'm saying that people is the foundation and and it sort of
unethical yes and it
some people need to visit some people don't we know an incentive people the
this one consolation i think
customize them
well educated
i really do appreciate the larger i avoided quality detaching constant change the people who have gone and we formed and you know there are strength in the were once
i think it was now said in a lecture on our text really what we really focus on the ancestors and if that is
and there they're so important and we will be ancestors yeah and
and they're even the molecules have their own and since your children and enemy
and these are the ways we let go
silva
so much as the so
let me know be concentrating on you can easily thing
them
the
yeah help which is my nature

i guess we should
one percent
hey lesson
sure

can i say one thing ps as i just want to say that them
because i'm really concerned about the limit for not keeping the to change the fabric and think that up
passion instead of just kept going oh i'm not think of this reaction is a dick words for useful for the is a you know let's say get pregnant and how than sticking out of whatever happens if you haven't been to children's life and then instead and then you have a different reactions and fifty four photos
fuck you have compassion for significant response so you're angry or your third or whatever it is they are aware of it and then you're passionate about it because you understand that there are millions of people in this world and they all have the same problem they all be triggered and they all kind of emotional responses so what happens if
the sky it's just become away the passionate with all the understand how our all
get a lot of people
yoga therapy to and right
it says true
check their own feelings

yes i appreciate your point by the way we're not abandoning okay this will come up again
certainly the second half
seven when have see cooking

rate was going on was done parts to try
the
what he said but in practice a deeply yeah
need for see that guy a player on the iran via was a phone alfred jarry a dry for does not deter program data is updated as does not differ from far and averages for and its energy again
is that which is entertain as far as a minister my feelings towards the end of june smaller nations gonna just noticed hiv will out all dharmas are gigantic notice they are no notice of the are not obtain to do not increase i e base
dad or anything else no for nose in a set of perceptions of information and he's now just it's now i know and nobody know my no color no and no smell no jay's no search no object or by no realm of
is don't go around of mine that i just noticed know ignorance and also no distinction of bed until old age and as that goes on a station of it knows every hello resignation of was out that you know that michelle also day and night
it's not a i say that about eighty percent
the on cross yeah
nigga and line is no hindrance and eighty eight and friends go if he says far apart from every hundred eighty eight learn dwell with a nearby and the three or a little job that is dependent on prajna me
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so i think that some that where we ended the text last time was on for doesn't no different with emptiness emptiness they've no different for that which is form is emptiness that which is empty this form
we completely
talked about that a couple be understood it
the government
and then
the same is true of feelings perceptions impulses consciousness which are the squanders which we talk about
and then check which are all dharmas are marked with emptiness and which we also talked about in which
it's also a yes
kind of going back to two m any on schools and making sure that we understand that that not just the not just if the person is empty of an old being that all phenomena often for him to court
and so now we committed to the new territory i mean not really that trip to the woods
the day
me the dharmas they do not appear or disappear are not teaching more pure do not increase their secrets
so it's going to little confusing and needs to be
it entered the language because if you think about it will it certainly seems of darkness would appear and disappear
aging elements come together of water hydrogen oxygen comes together and creates water than water evaporates and
if you have some definition of what pure or impure things become more pure or impure
things increase or decrease so what they mean what we mean in these words his death
is that
if the actual process of appearing disappearing itself that process does not have a court to it
it doesn't it's like paul saying that things do appear and disappear but the actual process itself is not
doesn't have an inherent a core to and it's just a combination of elements which creates appearing disappearing
come on there's no law that's right there's no law of appearing and disappearing and
well
depends i use the word are
if you want to use dark as as the way as the as the way way of reality
that also that a way of reality is that there is no court
and you could in that sense that dharma has no porn that's why it's the time
like reiki with no rain
i did anyway
well you can decide if there's one way you can say that there's there's a reality there this is real something rather is real but that realness has no
you can't break it down and distance thing where there is this a beautiful poor point which is not influenced by other factors past

so purification you know that there is a buddhist texts
hi be dormant big on the path of purity path of purification
and this is what was the mafia on his word
objective tourism of the hideous was thinking isn't any honest one of the purified and purify jerk by purify until we were and the perfect it's i want to get repeat enter nirvana gave samsara behind and we purified ourselves with the perfect
mahayana swim
saying wait a minute
you're you're creating this realistic world of purity and impurity
yeah that's not the world
so in the heart sutra saying that the whole process of purification process itself does not have a courtroom although there is purification
in the same with increasing decreasing

and so therefore it emptiness know form again that can connect to this kind of say that was formless no uniform your feelings perceptions weaknesses artists
no i know we have a new one no eyes no ears and nose and i'm talking a body of your mind and this these refer to the bases and six bases or sanskrit is are your times
and the bases are or how we experience the world like the same way as respond as all these these different facets of our of our character and body enter overlap said this is are overlapping with the bases
and the base was overlap with dependent origination
but the bases are are on five senses
i try to get your nose
com's eyes body to touch it and then a bind itself
and the basis
our our oregon's you personalize you can see it as for an organ behind the organ in the year and then the my candidate
of that
touch your body is an organ itself and then
mine is also morgan
and the organs and even object the morgans need something to proceed to relate to
and without that they they don't function
so the five senses of pretty obvious that your i need something visual your year need something auditory
your body needs something solid
wow solid is misleading of your body body's touch needs to touch something
oh and remind need some a bot for need some kind of bail
the movements of kind of the image
in order to a few gauge
and then
that's to that's
call my consciousness
those consciousness line so
there there is consciousness when women
mind engages with mental objects in his mind consciousness

and
in the sutras actually buddha goes farther with describing like these interact
there is
so if you have like
the i the be
object of site and then i consciousness
which is which is those combining up
and then you have
contact which is which is when they come together and then with contact their wives and eight
feeling

and then with have the feeling is either on pleasant unpleasant or neutral
and then based on that pleasant unpleasant are neutral you have a desire or craving
if it's pleasant you want more of that if it's unpleasant you'll get rid of it and if it's neutral there's a you can't win if there's if it's neutral there's a kind of ignorance there you're you're you're stuck in ignorance of not really understanding the nature of reality
so
the appointed assistant to the you know it's not to be sort of like clinical and see reduce everything to kind of a clinical
scientific observation but it's to see how this actually affects our personalities that
when we see something
ha
you know various elements to come together and creative consciousness of seeing something in the right at that moment we have a feeling about it because we like it and we don't like it
and for we just have a neutral field and then right after that feeling comes to come come to the why you will want to get rid of it
the point of this is that
although this is all working very dynamic lady but there again there's no for as for the whole thing about obviously there's no for to it
sell your eyes made up of various elements that picking your eyes looking at made up
entered get your i consciousness is made up of various elements and it's all changing

to

so the same sweetness

yes yeah attacks but the whole process of process and so that yeah
but each element in that process there is no each element in that process is
lax of co-authors well starting
and also what you're describing
that
i'm not sure apple's player but all these things that ron mentioned of a failing and grasping and etc how they they worked together so that one leads to another when this exists
just than that

and gets away
that's why they have no cool because they are conditioned things
and if if you can start and netted helpful thing about this again it's not just a matter of making some canada
write an essay with an analysis of human psychology
turning in a paper or something but that can you begin to see your own personality and your own experience and perceptions in this way you start to see out that the i to be is
not so not so personal about so dear as you might have thought that that the i he is
terrifically dynamic process of the of things come again and feelings arising and contact consciousness which is all very
amazingly precise beautiful action
just the fact that this this complex complexity works so well
so rich
but
but nowhere is there and i if nowhere is there some central authority which is you know directing on this
the point is more central for it's like with popular psychological provence
there's not even a guy behind
every
hopkins
oh you
why we what makes you think that memories particularly
why would you what makes you interested
had the things we get there
it during
nature red one
very that's over like them that's fair election

a for
how i yeah
are you at the very good friendship for out there
that
it seems it seems to create a sense of permanence by that that you can remember something day after day after day
fixes drive and have consciousness have
all of them were to memory for that i have no
yeah the waving prevent all the
well met never used actually just a part of our
it's just destiny formation it's why this the mental formations of misconduct mental formation
it's actually just a mental state
the motor function it's important to me the future if he didn't remember anything they have alzheimer's
katy kirk
it's important that
don't do the thing is and even in a lot of our memory it's our drama where the main actor
hello
and there is and but we don't perceive it so on is worth worth were change it so we can't receive poem and slightly not always the same
that
the present trip
then changes in both something and some work
i'm incidentally to this is related that not exactly what you're saying that the original sutures were really based on memorization
that this was all the oral tradition for several whichever few years
and in the old days memory was really important nowadays him and as technology becomes increasingly more important memory becomes less and less important but can get both europe and asia older times every town
everywhere is very very important and people have their the argument for develop the capacity to member on
and then visit before
yeah and i mean it when i when printing came along they've got everything has been go to hell because
if he doesn't if they would lose the the ability to to remember to memo because they've been lazy because it had everything would be in books
abused
so
aren't that different processes
james
then some point
spring

i just like my words were
for
to happen
liz
what has been stated was
was

allows

what was i feel like yeah i know i've never yeah
yeah
sprite
what
here
i think the have enough to know i don't think i've had sufficient
they didn't know that
the them in amethi
and even in our that
i even do that
yeah there was a little say lots fix churning around them
why don't you know how can and excited
the other oppressed
the
you know the
there are here is writing about meditation experience that can like somebody died
damn about it
yeah i know and they can't really say mean they all say that they can't say because it's not a matter of
same things you can do this in perspective which are they use words bot imagery so you really can't go to put it into words that they pitch a try
since you are prepared to greet them

and
why would you fly your it said
why i think that i know
no eyes
no core to the eyes
there is various eyes but there's no court is not a little thing that's sort of like the seed of the i'd it's a beautiful that
as always there that's the seat of the i
one thing that the buddha taught was that there are really two truths there's relative to the most ultimate truth those words aren't so great that that the words that will happen to have so the relative truth would be
you know that this bell exists we are hear it you see it we experience it so course we're not saying this isn't care if you're not hearing anything but then there's course the ultimate truth also which
absence of for that the two things can't be understood really separately
they have to be understood together
i had something here
this is from home
this is something from the guards to know about down emptiness
an emptiness in the dharma because
nagarajan i was having an argument because somebody was saying that he was saying that the dharma didn't exist okay that this logic and propose many dharma so his response was
you don't know what emptiness is about you are distressed by emptiness and what you're wrong they see as the implications of that activists in teaching the truth buddha's resort to to tubes worldly conventional truth and the ultimate truth
those who don't don't know the distinction between these two truths do not understand the deep reality and the buddha's teaching the ultimate cannot be taught without resorting to conventions and without recourse to the ultimate one cannot attain find
what is linked to emptiness is linked to everything and what is not linked to emptiness is went to nothing interdependent origination that is what we call and intense
there can be found no element of reality that is not enter to candidate originated therefore there can be found no element of reality whatsoever that is not empty
if everything were not empty there will be no arising and passing away and it would not vote and it would follow that the four noble truths which involved the rising castlemilk suffer the man says how could suffering not think dependent the original date suffering
said to do impairment does it can happen found exist that hasn't sung
here separate instance

also there's a visit a cool word for debate rages of imputed reality
there's ultimate reality which is kind of what we're talking about we're talking about how it was no court things and then but if we impute
debt and we have good care of the as convention rarely we impute form couldn't and then compute comes from means to put on top of we impute
reality that's what we feel it

before hurt you know it's not fair but we can't handle and so work with it
they leave
that
perhaps
emerson
exactly yeah
because so often we talked them suffering
gay liberation from pain and this course out they say after a while but
ah
he can
they're not separate things
ha
we can suffer and have came yet be awakened

yes
right understand that
a notion of
perfection
but
preceded them
visit
the
yeah
i don't know about in isn't
see the readers in i don't know what they said there are different from there are similarities
the is more the mahayana more response to fairly please
how much prefer
early
have been
no
well
here's some disagreement about that the generalists stop
right
the direction
yeah yeah oh although my like giving as somebody else related later
and thousand yeah our ftf something like a what i think i don't think it's good as original

so now you can discuss dependent reservation
well production
and we need to address dependent origination that i posted your current that i have not the study this thoroughly or much at all and so i am not going to the average of been very good idea interview that if how the real the internet functioning of dependent or reservation and thirty nine
nanuk seven south carolina know
a this could take eight weeks to talk about so this one page twenty one of the text but it's okay don't worry because of the main thing here is what are talking about all along we don't need under immediate is wonderful
we should be able to have been know it but for the purposes of this class is not necessary to understand
the details of have

what can you talked about a quite a bit
me input and buddha was enlightened this was one of the things he understood and really have the understanding was that or things
originate nothing originated
by themselves and so these twelve things are also called the twelve in interdependent origins

and
and all that this cycle kind of locks us into the rebuild the wheel of suffering or the cycle of birth and death

but really what we work with a lot
ourselves when we sit is
one particular
lincoln is change change as the grasping
yeah afterwards when know
the
that's you want to know what
so

so it's the grasping of these things that really causes us suffering and that's usually where we tried to break that chain
sitting sounds it
the clinging and the perversion

you
yeah
and yet you said
the are
it has to be to even have a

the
that's a great happen
where he didn't
that
you can

right
i don't know efficient keep going on i just have some examples of this cycle
well

edward say who was quite a few books that are somewhat academic about buddhism that they're really good books on
he goes through this twelve volt chain and compares it starts with the blind man who does not see what's in front of him
because generally you know it's believed that ignorance is really the
cause of all these problems that we have ignorance of our true nature so this is his example he says a blind man does not say what's in front of him he stumbles and falls men developed an abscess the abscess ripens and matter cumulus
him
and he presses on the absence and that it hurts and then he wants from cure
then he has recourse to the wrong medicine
man who uses the wrong ointment
and the abscess swells up
versus
yeah
her up again later

what gonna get the contract
get better

so anyway after in the sutra
half or so as you can see in this section of the sutra we're working on
emptiness has been reaffirmed in
five skylanders the sixth sense organs six sense objects the consciousnesses and then
emptiness has been reaffirmed in this
wheel of life for the twelve link chain of causation that we just described
and then it goes on says no suffering no origination no stopping no path so
he's also for
emptiness is be reaffirmed in the four noble truths which are
smokes
basic and the burst of water stations

so can everybody can do

yes get a place
we're
so that

really understood
yeah

again as powerful as yeah as powerful as is full list is also deceit it because this is all you're dependent and there's not
it can all of these processes dependent on their process
but yeah heart sutra goes directly to nibble to sorry to happen

and says scared said there may come the four noble truths
ha

yeah

yeah
well think about

that's it

should we
left his clothing
what mental formation to are also
it's a very good question

so it will be like that would it be the buddha has no mental formations that over a white person will read it
we're completely unlike person have temperamental into permission

you know it they're empty straight

script cause more into what karma is apartment has created
and i can

yeah but there's a mental formations there's there's so many states of mind and information that are and
all the subtleties and nuances with your time which is really gross and kind of self centered them
you think about more a subtle or incidental foundation for lame

kind of match of being human
about them that creating
we know trying to be human without creating volitional action i can't believe it's hard to match
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do to separate
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the will see separate
when you can have
have instead of world have relationship
know
but
they're saying to say it looks that can say here that
if you were to
is it possible to live without it
in order to function of course you have to
the separation
like it's like knowing fundamental reality them to operating under a bit

operating and suffering
you kept
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when the rationality of abdomen of transcendent which major children to to which page for your to get on

what does the talking about computer
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i don't know if i'd call it the realm of intuitive truth as he gets a horrible description

but anyway for
there's a good question you know if you if you saw if if you weren't is impossible to live with that ignorance with possible be the deal
is it possible to live without a
you ever night
and if that were true that that doesn't mean that you have no mental formations
it's hard to imagine that i hadn't
yeah
that
but
i mean for our practical purposes we don't really need to be so concerned about it and so interesting philosophical point for practical purposes most of us are going to be ignorant or dying breath and had lunch on form or another so we have the pretty well swallowed it
but but but it's important thing here i think is it is that but they're sending is a nipple formations in and the production of karma
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he's been kidnapped
and have for money and life okay
yeah yeah
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for getting caught of travel
family
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lol

have you ever give them all
top
to smoke
save from all suffer

but then what else would you do realize it
the drama
structure them

but you know one of the beauty early big i have to do the guide day everybody got together
tried to discussing consolidate when he said agree on the point to the campaign in one of the biggest issues was does
our hot
a person doesn't are hot can they revert back to the can they go backwards can they regret
and i a big doctrine a that are take this agreement
a lot of people that know they can once you're unsure enlighten you cannot lose them
both matches to
course that's ultimately they decided that yes you can that the majority was yes you can regrets
the our hearts forever
yeah i've seen to had to be of the fair fact that and back
right i mean that this is the funny side

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