March 12th, 1970, Serial No. 00206

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i must be
hey
generally speaking
boise lectures
i is always ice
center
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does the ultimate point
but we have to take into account
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the essay support the troops
fundamental
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essence fundamental ah sauce
i'll sewer lights
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think this is ross is ah
looked so called the teacher

ah i see myself i i myself think that my letter
is also
focusing
the
the ultimate point
think so but they'll be my top is going out of you are out to the point there was my talkies going now wrong hanging on
just outside outside side of the ultimate point
hmm drafting my the reasons out from my mind
is

ah in china didn't
our divorce of the things are zen priest
zuma salt or so well
ah named ah tongue hand
the japanese concept
ah said the pair together
you know day
ah has been they are favorite subject and painter
you know the picture
the pair together keep drawing the p at the pier comes on and somehow and guitar
two months romantic months
dt six said romantic sick
they'll get crazy
i think not only ten months all view are it'll get crazy
a
the will disappoint the on a few are called to do nothing students a call center for buddhism
he is
ah the
the tongue han ah was the things
ah
are pleased of ah
time tang dynasty
in china
sync up in this ah
at those days
i see the the chinese of monks or were
as painting a chinese monks ah enjoyed their lives
i've found the bottom of their mind
ah
the a country by the complete understanding of the ultimate point two human mind
ah
you will
ha
and just a little nice that
ha
but there are many i
ah you know the
interesting interesting a story
eh
what your cars in a group crave record hexagon roku
it is they popular for die zehn students
if you read this book
ah you will find the sun
the
ah
transcendent towns transcendental or soon i saw two more ill all freedom
ah the a these stories with your car into the fray
i say these stories i think these are big profound
a defined it
ah ah
the stories
concerning does praise for zen bodies
so the brute reflect what was the popular in china and also are into can
the all students supper
hi i'm interested in leading this book
and try to understand the prince for them
a judge informed the content of these stories saying the zen monks in china
ah are really absolutely enjoyed their lives
the the is transcendental out soon was the air of freedom
ah
there was no a man and there is no month of the serious or hard practice
so this fight the someone says someone codes such a month a romantic month
the after a
the
transfer
after a know in japan me in japan
i think a day has been they have been interested in group three flake or two
ah but independent little bit different feeling
ah formed the piece was employees
ah ah
hmm
a particularly
the ten harm
ah
our luna take months or enjoyed absolutely he's our whole rise
ah
with a few more ice humorous air or freedom
he said such follow
files i see a compose to sound palms but they don't i i cannot translate to completely dysport anyway i believe we are we're it's explain this poor
hmm
he says
oh
men a seats for
the
a fountain head of the river of a river
ah
you can
are you can find
you can find
ha
they are funky head to the liver but nobody
ah
and or not it's kismet are the
they you can trace you can trace
ah
the river of it's into to it's source
but
and nobody can cannot
get at the totality of water itself what
which is
flowing concentrate cc are ceaselessly
how with
our in a steady stream
ah this is a very interested this is faye
ah interesting ports
ah
man seek for the fountain head to the river
hmm
ah
not on the scientist
but also on view
of why
ah
in to stay in the practice of zazen
as tried to seek for the fountain fountainhead to forever
ah
because
the
in our daily life
to say what you have some trouble
ah
with
doubt a being satisfying without satisfying yourself
is to say that you try to seek for the fountainhead to deliver
not consciously or unconsciously oh mine focus to seek for
the fountainhead of the river
the summon i think through the practice of zazen someone of finds someone find
the fountainhead to the river so code
the enlightenment
this is i get the night
well summer's someone find
themselves
ah to turn out to turn out
how awful they have strong dose and strong suburban of evil
i think you think maybe a as some region and you like to are are are different meaning between two
a different between two but strictly speaking i think the doujin and enlightenment are completely safe
completely same
when you are with you are satisfied with your practice and that time you may get enlightened or i can be night
how wonderful my practice zazen is
but on the contrary when you are not satisfied with the a practice practice of zazen
you think or how off i am
they
you know the your mind is always focusing their to seek for the same thing you know
but difference is just the point whether you are satisfied with yourself warned that that's all
some from this point even though you find yourself at to stay in to remain a being in the world of our divisions

ah
i think the
the the point and designed know are the
the what you are what who or what it is seeking for is completely same between two
ah

ah i think you know the as a concern our tongue hands or said
a man seek for
the fountainhead of the liver

although you can
the
i trace you can trace
are you can trace the river to it's source
as such as they like to mint or delusions the same thing
but nobody can nobody can get at the totality ons
flowing water stream streams water

ah
you know the way you are not satisfied with yourself i think i'm consciously you are against you say you are registries anyway and graciously or acquaintances
my innocence it means you are not to satisfy with yourself
but innocence
ah you are satisfy yourself by ah by you know the
discovering discovering of you're doing your the was you know you are delighted in sitting on the chairs or delusions
he noted the
me
i think in know from this point
ah
just the deli suggest a different point
how you see how you see yourself
oh what the detection what the that's what i from what the direction you can see yourself
in terms of enlightenment or in terms of the reasons
in terms of doujin you are you are not satisfy yourself whether in in the sense of on the contrary in on the ella says you know what you what do you are not satisfy and you are you suffer you from
i'm those diligence
is you stay you stay on tier on tier of delusion even for a month
there are places you don't know exactly
but anyway or i don't like myself
i don't like observing i don't like a lecture or anything anyway you are always against or registrants cleans the city or and
oh i think it ms
are you it seems to me that in all your you find son's son's fountain fountain head of the river in
a difference is now what the collar no difference is what do you find what kind of car you find doujin or enlightened i see
even what even blog even let the sea
the car comes from a white car comes from white colors
if you can understand what camera as it is there is no existence there is no against there is not necessary to to be against something
but you cannot seen white collar as it is
do you expect the wild o'connor you know the something red car and cause
because you don't you are not satisfied with the fountainhead of the river so called there is white cat that's why oh i don't like a wild cause then and going to see you are expecting you expect or and can advocate other kind of cars
red cards
the can from white guy that problems that the gift from frogs
going to fit so
the same now even though you get the enlightenment oh i get in by deputy next woman you discourage how awful i am
the same completely same
by any way a in of inner of of from or many kind of various directions for the weirdest jackson man tried to seek for ah anyway the the fountainhead to of
reverts any
ah
kinds of steel or and quinces
but important point is nobody cannot nobody can get add to the top priority on water which is throwing constantly ceaselessly
nobody knows nobody knows
because you don't know you don't know how much how wrong you sit you will remain sitting on the tears of the reasons
even while you are so you suffer from the diligence
because the anasazi you are is for you are satisfied with their dude's something for my delusions or my himself and stuff please help me it's good
why even while he use suffer from my delusions war complains or some resistance
why do you suffer in on them for registers was anything else white colours red color of problem cause whatever it is
the a scheme water is always going on
the stream of water including including the you why we use taverns why do you are suffering phone diesel or are the know the country's saw registers
anything else
is going on constantly season scissors
but we don't know that we don't know that
maybe you say i know i know so well now stream of water is always going on i know
but actually you don't know you don't completely we don't know countries as fire you you can complain
a to make complaint is to stay to stay a certain point a certain points so cold so called the delusion
while in a while while i was still in college students say i confessed house how i suffered
if i suffer from my dualisms oh my you know something pains mental thing
a to my teachers
ah at that time i i i fly i was crying
then i confessed
he confessed or how how we or how awful i suffer from my pay for my
diligence
the he he laughed at me that time i was the and you with see
why is it you have to laugh at me and see us have visits but he laughed
love that me and said oh cut the gay
don't sit on the tears of your southwind don't sit down sit don't they made sitting ones tear or so-called something
what do you think with to a that to see
at that time on that site
the even for a moment you know if not for a moment you cry and you suffer you confess
how of why am i how for i suffered from something you please help me fancy rider
it means it ms to it means that there is nothing but stain on a chair or something that's all
but you don't know because because your i've including something or traitor or any kind of p
constantly
since this
that's why you don't know
what do you can complain you can make complain you can confess you can confess yoko a sovereigns to somebody
it means we have
just for a moment
to which ms to find to to get to trace to trace the river it sauce so-called how awful my i suffered from something
but important point as a term handset
nobody can get at the totality or water with cheese flowing constantly ceaselessly this is very important this is fay input
ah in the world of as feeling concentrate are ceaselessly
someone said wow how wonderful it is someone says are a off
what does do all in new delhi's something exists there exists something new
hey there's something such as expressing your surprise it's the your joy
and you think or this is my joy or aren't you think how awful i suffer
oh for myself for i pulled myself up for boy you said to yourself always have for football
and when you get joy enjoy your life on you boy
you sit yourself on this
and you enjoy
but the from foundation is completely same foundation a foundation of which are what ms which is the nobody can get out to the tour id all water
it is going on constantly a ceaseless
oh then the foundation is completely same you know nord not discrimination like award us even those delhi's storm
this stone try to a rock could try to disturb the water streaming of water
i was just going on
nassau
but but in appearance in the least something still as there exists on still something ms just the waves weights
a waves are waves i didn't go with in on the expressing your surprise expensive new joy
a time will comes form your stickiness
when you find and waves many kinds of waves idol rides us a luxurious something that
but regardless of view was thinking it around your life is always going on
like stream
so from this point you know they're the least nothing but just the expressing it's facing your surprise someone said wow someone say how wonderful someone says how awful that's all
completely same

ah then
st ah it's a it may be difficult to understand
hmm

but even though through the practice zazen i think you understand you may understand you know the source of the salt the fundamental source of human life based on the steamed sisters dreaming of right
in the war
you can stand maybe
ah
but in all the even though you understand this it's not enough
ah because the moment when you understand when you think the i understand
this is the fundamental source of human life
even though the moment when you understand the the scissors ceaseless streaming live water
ah
you know the streaming of river water now you miss something you miss something anyway
miss something
just one moment you know there is some gap to this that gap with me
when are you on the
ah fancy camp is just too
it is
a when how you understand when how you understand this stream or river
ah it's extended into your actual day life
ah i have to explain more
if you lead a loud so loud soon
at this book is them from the west
a little by
so how cool gotta
the he translate
dow down the t t v to by tout to top doubt to
i'm this books
he explains the dow the meaning of down
ah anyway elderly
there's something evolved something evolved or from the chaos existed before heaven a nurse
it is without sound and substance is independent and immutable
all pervading without and the mining anything
think with and the mother of the difference
i don't know its name but cool it down
forced to describe it i would call it great
the great souls a constant tree and is therefore far reaching for it which means that it the turns to it's source
therefore dow is great
as a heaven earth and the king
the bearer of doubt
there are four great ones in the universe and the current king with dow is one of them
the he fouls the law of earth the earth that of heaven
the heaven that of dull
and dull fouls the law owns nature
the important point is the last statement last sentence the he founds the law of herbs
the earth that of heaven
the heaven the of dow and dull fouls the law of rate
you know anything anyway is something evolved form the chaos existed before heaven rose
in nobody knows now as a concern the taliban said cannot get at the tiny or water or your human life
it divorce your life evolves from the chaos
in know from the chaos existed before heaven on earth
debbie under a terminology
you not read nothing so
terminology or bullies
you say it is ignorance ignorance
ah anyway in the lao tzu love to said the something evolved form kiehl's existed before heaven members existed before existed before your birds your verse
think so
it is without sound or
samson's is independent an immutable
are completely completely the
wait in the if you use com knowledge of the buddhism you say this is trying for it
are you did it down is speaking it says the eerie silence silence complete with silence
oh
it says it is without sound or substance is
independent and immutable
are completely there's some something a exist independently
immutable
you know the i think could that's emerging you ought to conform to the death
a completely you will be upset what should i do
even though you strive for
noise keep you form your life
from the death
there is nothing but the expressing your the emotional
our troubles
ah sometimes outings some sometimes crime
what whatever you do
there is nothing no no way there's no way of escaping formed the death
they and weren't of the death
our in the world on conform to the confronting the death
ah
you always are going on going and coming soon on there
but
right after right after going and coming here and there
the least nothing but the silence
the totality of silence
nobody can nobody can get and the totality of silence
nobody even yourself even yourself even you who is confronting the death and something from the death
turn off to get at the totality of the death silence
nobody can read
this is he says it is without sound or substance is independent completely new it you must exist independently nobody helped what would it help you will no use
please help me
nobody how nobody can help you
you just get teeth or the totality of the silence that's all
so the love who says it is the without sound or substance is independent an immutable on the only did totally of silence it is immutable normally county nobody needs it more
really can meet you
what whatever whatever happens only this is immutable for them
the all pervading without and mining anything think of it it as the mother of universe the all pervading the silence the totality of the silence
completely penetrate into every inch of human mind
ah his actual in on the front
he just total radio silence is at all at once immutable and
is
and the
and penetrate into the actual found to off your daily life that's why we have to suffer you have to suffer
from something with you confront the sun trump's
then you must express
in various ways
such as complaining making a complain a being in the distant
sometimes fighting with each other's
ah then it all it is vague verse
the then the he said i don't know its name but call it down i think he says if you may call if you may say that it it is called down
gulliver's as the stunt hands said it is there ah
ah
the you know days
ah these that sisters scheme used off one
are forced to to describe with i would call it great
policeman who bought the great that's great
then lao express down and now call it just town
if you can't say
it is it is so cold down some months as silence someone says and fun vinci someone says from for it
actually speaking you should just stick and democracy or principle of democracy principle of community communism or facebook or buddhism fistful of christianity or something
because otherwise it's can it is the for us to it is very difficult for last to read it
ah
then live judging from the understanding of the doll
dow is always exist always exist the as as ideal of human being
oh who are seek for a constant
then ah
the some principal some rules and comes to a be our daily life
ah but
ah
such an understanding of the totality of the water was down or tooth
he's not enough
hmm
think
ah
no
we have to have we have to make every effort to break out to go through
or something like ah
borderline you know
borderline detain the your understanding and the top ali of the truth entirety of the water
anyway the go through this
hmm so the other day as i remember i explained
the one on me not stopping we will not be not je tako but ms the everything of itself settle on itself as it is one of me is a thing minute means all all things
it's a deep ms of itself
to talk on top of me is to settle or to be to be as it is to exist as it is to exist in eight sadness
and this is talk
category exist as i am
even though i struggle for escaping from category a can't
my nose is my nose even though my normal priest it like this a ten x escape from twisted knows
right
ah
the model been a stock is you know everything of his cell settle on itself as it is
yeah other was simply speaking it is sadness it is
as it easiness and seriousness
so the i said i'd mentioned before the the pine trees pine tree bumper is bumbo cut the gays cut the gate
ah been brought our express himself as he is in its sadness that time we can say it is bumble
ah
at that time we can
i appreciate the bab bou as it is
ah dave
the bustle one five famous port the bus your name pass your
a composed the poem
ah
my translation
maybe not so good but anyway i with translate this point the a playing
on flower
our old fine
was killed
by as pow by a spot by as pow
a playing
a playing on flower
a horse fly was killed
by as pow
the interested point is that the patio or gave for a
the this poem that our title
which is
the
the sadness
it is titled
as the sadness or as an easiness model mean digital everything over itself a settles on itself as it is
at this time was a is very interesting
the plane the judging from the this porn the playing on the flower
now hosts five was killed
by as pounds
ah he understand this ah the act of scene
gone and as it
sadness which is our which ms everything of itself settles on yourself as it is
the he composed the another pawns
it is a composed on it is titles compose on horseback horseback
he says at the side of road
the roles of far as chatham that was of as rather salem
was eaten by my horse
was eaten by my horse
i think the your i traveled all over the ten in writing on he lets see was that way
then
they his horse farm
roles of sound
planting in enter a hedge valls pedro
the hosts
i started to eat the roads of town
one the other hand the roles of town i expressed who function movie his whole life for us
the car is how beautiful i am the girl is the idea how off i am
the not the roads for the laws of salem the less nothing but the blooming net to the fall of his life was rooms that's all in the in the hate to headphones
but the horse started to eat
and
pass your look at the this seeds
i think in order for the horse
i think ah he he started he is eating he was the eating does most of the sound with with a with no mine mine
a without appreciating how beautiful this prize
just see
then cut the that there is some precedent for look at this this is bus your
i think when for the bus your the bustle the in in his intent to forgo de he it he started to think of something
oh how of of my horses why did you have to eat the beautiful frozen channel
please ma'am mrs side to the eat salmon rolls of town
leave it alone
if you live in along the you can appreciate how beautiful the rose of sharon how beautiful it is why is it did he have did
maybe he said to himself
it is the brain
then a tour the rose of sharon he is of thinking or four point for boy why is it you have to we have to let you let the flower your life was room in
it has a place
normally can reach you
nobody can meet
you know but even even the bus your thing so
there is nothing but the totality of life so lot of sound
so code
the horse so code by so
that's all
this way forces just going on
and then in the within the this word of going on
but your thing boss you give for some sympathy to
salem was sound or how poorly
how why are poor boys
maybe they he gave for he he why he was angry with the he's on his a horse why did you have to eat it
but that's all
that's all
the even members your channel beats cannot read that totally off the roads of sound
you can release the totally on the whole seat sale
and i'm also the even a bus or tunnel leads the totally on viceroy itself

you know then pass your understand this tour variety of those men on be
truth has the arrangements then he get some to get the toy or force
that time we can compose some porn like this
playing of are playing on for a horse flies was killed by a spot
or the answer so roads
rose of sharon was eaten by my horse
nobody can get at the toward i have
water itself what is which is going on constantly
i think are within only within this war
the wand or paul
comes to be
and
the little understanding of sympathy comes to existence
you know they slipped that from this point i think you can understand some sympathy towards to of the horse what was rose of sharon
also tool the bus always serve food food count to tell us who cannot do anything now even though he has a great sympathy toward them saddle loads of town
he can't he town leads you can't lead the totality of rose of sharon
even though having a great sympathy was worth of shower
while the horse was himself
just existing just exist
this is fay important
ah this is not something like emphasis emphasis
ah within the word of stream
i a sisters stream
we have to have some sympathy we have to have some effort
we have to sound we have to some expressing of some your surprise was joyfulness or something's
even though even though you have you have expression of surprising suffering the pleasure joy you can leads you can get at the totality of something a pain or joy itself was
what was to it or even to all the yourself for food is suffering from pain or something's
that's all that debt
these something exists that all
there is some big word were no amount of argument or training compay complaining or something or pleasure a bales bail
here
but you have to give
you have to have that feeling of something all the sympathy feeling of effort
feeling of empathy
a feeling of the feeling of for pain
i strictly speaking what is exist existence
when you understand the truth
i think does sucralose he always said the video sitting meditation or you always confess how pay how came my leg is
my peace i feel piece of
of course where we have seen six days a sin
i think you will explain how pay a how awful you feel pain for your legs
that time was isn't always you should accept the peak scar
he should accept king
this is famed for
maybe you think why is it we have to accept this pain
your play you think
it's probably probably the least there will be something you know
something some another word where you tie is key
from p
so you do you complain may complaint a few key so i don't want practices as in
my even though you confess
the he said just it's upset
access to your plane a pain
this is very important
i like a bus or
a your all all he has to do was just to accept
the old totality of the totality of
lords of salem laws of the there was some of hose his hose off his all right existence life
just accept nevertheless he has to do something
to make a for to simply to give her sympathy
to give for to understand to make every effort to understand this
whatever you do nevertheless nobody can get at the told daddy off
the water
the contrary you have to do something
this is completely a contradiction as contradictory state of human life
then what to do at the outlast just do it to still
just accept
when you just accept it told idea of laws of sound of the horse of himself that time he composed he can't compose this poll
he can i think is ten a practice zazen
you know he can't understand the world of the them
lord of human effort the word of sympathy
ah so anyway whatever happens of course you make a complaint lots of complaints are you are
the district
cased i everything anyway
some was why even yourself
but you should remove this nothing but just accept
as long as you are writing the minister also of the world where he just exist now and here we have to accept the world of now and with you
the song
practice then at that time
when you hit the bell
the sound is not merely sound through the sound and we have to understand the totality of the bell entirety of the your life
poor daddy off
this all circumstances
with all sentient being
based on silence
and worse down
when you settle yourself
as you are in the methodist of this world of piano and there yeah i'm now
ah
that time you may say you are you as you are
pine trees pine tree
it is one will be not stop everything of itself settle on himself as it is
so anyway or whatever kind of from my notes and save for minors is
have to express myself with all harkness
the song dance through this experience and have to understand quantity of myself to daddy or
all sentient beings
this is our practice this is our practice
then the master says just do it
no amount of argue debate or avails here to do
the dimmest always says just do it that's why you want to make complaint
we want till you have to suffer from something
strictly speaking there's nothing but to do it
dust settle yourself as you are
this is odd to me point of human being
if you want to settle yourself as you are
the spain for this is our plants scan cousin scooters something
otherwise you can compose a poem otherwise you can't understand the yourself however you struggled for years
this is for