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except to work of dogan and other handset goods and his teachers and translating the essence of said who us here in america and the it's rare we don't have ah
many japanese teachers if this at this winter time who will have a spill ah the understanding with tradition and the understanding of
us in the west so with facebook is worth today today's typically a talking about from his book living by foul
he also you may have seen others of his books realize the into call on
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i also opening hand of thought ah
which is the work of his teacher gather shaving it's a lot of books and attention could get when you translate day in day out for thirty years of war when i met
outside that kyoto it on
he denied the fact is that he's doing now in bloomington was already
that form of the day at work practices already that family so
today we will have a lecturer in the morning and then you're welcome to come back or lecture the afternoon detective is at one point
and i will
after a grocery store start i will say something about data not too embarrassing but now we could just listen and enjoy it
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good morning everyone
i'm very happy be this morning again
ah understand until he asked me to talk on my book you being banned wow so and as she asked me in the morning i should talk about
what's that about has our intention and attitude and being afternoon i'm going to talk on the millichap
ah so now i'm counting about living by about
ah this book i didn't read my book
my book as a year
are you stop bringing know carrying books that
so all my books and here now
the how as i lot in the introduction of getting my bow the contents of this book
based on my doctors at a museum seek or minnesota and meditation center
mr vision system them with station center was founded by company diagnosing
and he passed away in nineteen nineties and they didn't have a teacher for from yes so they asked me to come to be are
our time
teacher for three years and the when i accepted that invitation i made a decision that i follow attorney wrote the standard practice i didn't i didn't want to change
ah thirty thousand teacher effect change north you come after me
of universities hyperactive tv come in and i don't think it's a good idea
so i'm trying to follow cafe is titled practice
and i knew this title practice and i need to defined from lifestyle most time with my teachers time which have a question or six stuff on gmo knows that
emphasis on just sick and up his temple named anti we had a five day system that every month except to ah february and august because it's too hot and cold
and i even daily practice we didn't have chanting
we sucked from five to eight three period that's all you have that we never had ah ah moneyfacts is
and during session we didn't have work video lectures or are tanking
i took some anything muslim bag sitting
so i'm fuzzy monks had a bad reputation
the facts we couldn't even sent the hudson to africa who is that
can use our sitter
but i love that kind of practice pingback the family with generous retire the in nineteen seventy five i went to
the yazoo its cock and the about of the your he was not as hockey call she on nagasaki colors and his brother and the current activity your generosity surg engl ish ah practice with khatami us
ah a huge and via teacher was asking to acorn was so ah
the practice out of the eulogy and and factor that leadership contest to this country the same kind of practice
and ah
fan i practice up your the only for six months in order to get a qualification as a pitcher
because at that time i wasn't going to massachusetts and to get a visa
i need that qualifications
flowing from in photoshop
that was the only reason
yeah
and ah a thin i i was practicing via
i was happy for seven days
that was during ah
ah hoping a lot i forgot about that guy tang audio
i've been reading your i could sit a would all great
but after tongariro is over a three-year had a real many the forms and ceremonies and rituals and them so much
what and of are very different
but i was not happy
so from the very first day i started count how many why did i have to
the
if i think we use iv is to get to get it in the morning and one when what to kennedy in after in the evening but often evenings as was counselor to study the forms and ceremonies
so i knew that kind of practice and i knew i couldn't hack it
i saw that to accept our invitation from mcmc and decided to follow company roche's form a state or practice was a big challenge to eat
a big change before that for twenty years and the following the chandlers staple on practice your existing i did nothing but city
but finn i started to teach up and see it getting
session then you know who we had ah ah chanting and the order to meet
in a lectures and work period and look some
ah and i have to do to us as a teacher that if i can't compression
how about what i'm doing
i rather young for any monks i could completely dry
so often i started to catch up mcmc i tried to find a common ground
both
which camera she's the style of practice and the cartel leaders second practice and of course the around the state will come round
it is actually ah
hashimoto a call or should pitch of cappadocia non-starchy core and to membership and so kiyoshi were very close friend
they practiced together under ah guidance of the orchestra and know she and also sell our young bush was three important sort of the pitcher practice together ha ha
choose mg is one yesterday ishizuka on that about us our castle can get mushy so they are all connected
not was at one congrats but circulars and has utilization very defined and very good and close friends they both ah put the emphasis on your hurry
focus now of so in circulation the age and a couple of years you been huge
in japan we sew hoy
and ah this country even circular to huge
i the same state of so you
so they there is a common ground but i need more v back on your hat and i remembered with general er spricht very much emphasis on i both shuttle about
ah as i said we are you reluctant but before and after each humorous your extra we jumped
i think usually he insulted the syntax
before the lecture we tend to not ah bus of the opening the citrus and at the in after that lecture returned to the for months happen about us but the generals i changed he he asked us to check
change both before and after a lecture for with settler bus
so you know what's sceptical about four bucks
on the and of our vast or attempting we did our ten tags thinking about it
and ah
in kattegat our sure so very much emphasis on valve sand or fan he established my a museum see or he named his temple as guns shortage
and guns sure
our came from one our definition of police had to about the boys had to buy beats gum means valve and show means ah
i'm giving or be born
so can charge it means temple of given by that
ah so often i started to peach after mgm see i have fast i talked about four boys club as i've pointed out there was no common ground of
all of our practice ah
in logan's in just are trash

so our first thing i thought that you've been here price was four by setting our house and this is really strange about to me
ah
the fast about is being some members we vowed to save him someone who can do to counteract that this was safe for on have attended by caffrey him was something that
but this is a translation of the japanese or chinese expression choose your when second top
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job pentagon pentagon means being some numbers dealing pigs are members means event and we vowed to save him and means we have to thank them all
if being some numbers because no time you can compete with back
so this power is it really interests
this about cannot be a goal and either free either seen
the no televisions are i'm exhausted prove that how can we put in to them
the gates are boundaries means that as teachings buddhist teachings are really dangerous but i'm about to must cut him
completely and it's not possible
and put out a way mean that are we could because the army green is unsurpassable means there's no way to go there but we bout to i
so our vow is
ah kind of a strange thing about dr bout to accomplish something we can't accomplish
you know i think i clever people can't be a of
this is really kind of a strange of are we about to do something we can do it
this is getting nonsense now are common logic
but i think this is a very important point
ah
that means our vow is endress knowledge to accomplish so i wouldn't that be achieved in the bar is not van gogh was something we we need to beat
ah got it
come on logic it's are nonsense but as a practice for our boys had popular this this is really important point
wedding bow to do something we cannot attribute that means this these powers are not their goal but just about his other direction
and to add that direction we need to take our each step each time each day fact we can do
because i know ah because any rate is not a possible to achieve it not to actually is not that negative think it's a matter of costs
so we don't need to be the to feel guilty or to be shameful allowed to be small ah even we cannot practise and achieve but and you are so much
there's no such measurement how much we achieve
the condition we compared with that if you eat whatever we achieved is limited
so we don't need to finish
ah few ah
week and guilty but no matter how much we could achieve we cannot be proud of it
so we need to be free from allah said judgment for evaluation i cannot be proud i had been
you know so much and i don't need to be the to feet in a story about i couldn't do so much but he bought and pointed and do what i can do at this moment step by step
i saw you know these about our for all boys set of us not only particular up with counterparts and i see many people who we at or castle our cousin that means you have already taken this
i'm sorry about that
but ah you know each person has different keep our wiki different a like this rack and different ah your background so in order to walk this collection are endless fun
we need to take a particular guys each person need to keep our particular powers that we can accomplish
he does rash time
it was joy
so there are too kind of bugs and cameras can vote for by the world central powers that it's called ah she will say gung that means are generated balance for all the bullets had the bus and based on was honorable sudden moves hundred pounds each person needs to
take a packet when the person's particular bomb but i want to do in this lifetime using this for the undermined and
yeah we need to find something we can angel
and ah in the case of with yamanashi
she is personal vow he is to sit
thirty am sure this doesn't with younger people or next generation and continue this practice and also ashes second about is me is writing a text about the meaning or significant up with this is as in practice
for more than people
we get out you know she was library of to this year script chest pockets this particularly in soto zen tradition dog and syntactic five new foundation but all those are you know scripture to
written in sanskrit chinese or show all are written in japanese ah isn't difficult to understand whether to understanding we have to get focused on studying
on this corrupt can do that if he
want to practice instead of the both our lives to test the stunning
that was my first kind of a program for now i gotta give us these children i wanted to i liked studying and yet i wanted to practice
and our fire i was studying buddhism i had to i had reached certain point
yeah i had to make decision may that i have to become a process color or practitioner
if i wanted to become wiki scholar you know first think i had to do it in january this
i'm studying the stitching in different ah
a scripture and i for it to my entire life
i'm no time to study and practice
that fat i get you wanted to do was
practice
to me at that time to me are studying to become large color is that i guess that in a are dealing our recipes through
dating a with at cooking or testing
but i wanted to who
learn how to cook and how to teach
a snap dharma and share the nutrition with other people
do this or what i had to make toast to become a monk for fabrics that find i became which yamanashi are disciple
so at that time i already made that choice but ah
when i started to practice or contact you with my teacher in this study this practice of just they're just sitting eyes
even though i didn't want to study parish priests but when i get started to practice i found that is not possible to practice without knowing any disputes
you know our practice that we have to do advantage of cooking competition as you can we prepare our lives and i knew that thing i was a student he tokyo so i tried to you
learn how to cook using sand cookbook
and that was really helpful for me before we know nothing about recipe it very difficult to cook
and buddhist practice or in practice lesson fee if we know nothing about what teaching was in kitchen and just started to practice last june it's very different
and many people i know i could have some people just quick because fuck they have to do at a monastic was different from today
kind of i had a fantastic about ten practice so ah you know that to practice actually practice and cook and taste and thelma
we need sacking knowledge and understanding of the this teaching and organs in teaching
and ah it's a really difficult to to study that found that those scriptures and packaged in their deposits in our language
so are you know it just cut out lux yeah hit headed for us practitioners to adverse to accepting understanding so that sentence cause a happy not having work for looking on
reading recipes and after the everything together and make it accessible for practitioners in esoteric miniature that i don't think that was a diamond
so in each person if
the yeah i want to talk about their life to studying the stick it in the data ah one way of
practice based on their farm
and my bow was different so ah you know whichever oh she's still practiced at the caterpillars it's terrible practice or was based on
such my bass
and if we want to do in those duck
they are just seeking a good terminals that should be based on most to buy bugs and the if we lot to do not practice moi always more formality than that must be that ah
that person's ah path so in fact that ever
actor state of the actual concrete title practice with tooth that's should be based on the same violence as points out to us
i think that is very important point otherwise you know otherwise it i can clean i was young and when to to use it i didn't like that kind of practice so i make our kind of a chatty man
this is not to practice of january practice you know
how close you are under general should to tell us when we continue to practice by vms gym
that is ah
no like sixty
but are often we have fifty percent of thing we are young
ah something we land studied fast seems jamie
and other style you our practice might be something fake ah ah or something inferior
so my practice at mgm see following that the russians time it's a really a great opportunity for me to become free from my clinging to my own staggered practice
so this is really important point
because of ah my experience at the emergency after i finished my tongue yeah ah japanese photo school asked me to work for the newly established our office
sotos and education into ah the task or that center was too because to make up
the bridge between japanese soto a school of american photos in centers
and also
at that time there are so much
ah
interconnectedness among the american
vincent us become
we i'm different lineages and they didn't have so much in in exchange so one of that task of my office as a i was a collector i have to travel between japan and america and the others and kept many things that it was in his car
entries and i have to in our practice and talk with many a teach us from different areas and they have different site or practice so my experience at ah in xiaomi she was really hate through for me to
a intact with those kids up from different background without having this kind of prejudice or discrimination my style is best there are subject
of
the job for our concept is the creating ah difficult thing to overcome
so
ah yeah
while the why i started my teaching at a museum seek to no return to this common ground or behind a buddhist practice that his voice patterns
right
how much time to talk about the book but i'd like to introduce
us your claim
that was very helpful for me
yeah
for nice talking to keep champions industry and this poem is about the for i think four noble truths and was set up up up
ah
the mafia in the section entitled family rashid plan on back
the pattern of the plane is peace through life peaceful life committees in i pray and fast
being told that it's impossible
one believes in despair he that so
being told that it is possible one beams in excitement that's right
but whichever is chosen
it does not fit one's hot need to be
being asked what is unfitting i don't know what it is but my heart knows somehow
i feel on he is this taboo that i have to know
what a mystery human is
add us to this mystery clarifying knowing how to leave knowing how to walk with people
the most striking and teaching this is the put up
from my human eyes i feel it's really impossible to become a buddha
but this and regarding hot fat buddha does
wow bows to practice to be resolute
and tells me yes i will
just practise like here now and achieve continuity
endlessly for camera
this is living in back
here in his once peaceful life fund
i think this immediately wonderful plan and the fast path is about that tourists of suffering
being taught with a i it's possible or possibly or lived on are great a so good that is a kind of human variation and are young we are told that they were no yeah i got a boy or not good boy
find a way to something good for them they they told me and good boy but if i did something wrong for them they do not like so that is how allah
our system of value is get up
with an education
the beginning with a family
my my parents and the after i started to go to school they are you from teachers or are about
new books i read or from that are in kr prophetic i was always told you are good good boy points for good
and that carries ah
create my kicked out the word on the system of bank and that is a kind of a panama because i was born in japan in certain time
a soon afterward like to you know my system of value was made that time basically
and it was a day it was very difficult practice for me to become free from that kind of ah
the system of value
nate by the my experiences with the family was cool and for fact it
and we use actually that is me
that is my idea on my thinking my see your body and i'm using that for any established before i was yelling match what i judge other people or other things that is how we view
it couldn't how we deep in human work and
that is invalid minute it's called cosmic consciousness or kind of condition
and in order to be a good set of are we
not a new order to be that finn we feel something not fitting
can we have a question about those are evaluation
i was taught by he you know parents teachers and society i think we become was about that means we can my way sega we try to find that deeper meaning of life
well i put on our way of viewing things become free from our
hi
that he made with thinking and doing things and that is in october life yeah we come what he called our bodhicitta that how we're seeking mind
and they didn't seem to eat
second part of this fine being asked fatties are freaking fun we have a that we stuck into question about know
the message while education from the society we don't know what the fuck is wrong or if i i have a problem with this that's somehow we have to deepen our questions
that is a process of our study and career said i don't know what it is but my hat know somehow i feel an irresistible desire to know some how we feel are
i i felt when i was high school student i felt like i was imprisoned is in this ah can i say like as so in a prison
that is fair i was born and educated
and ah i will get to go elephant but be a difficult
i have to the fact from that kind of are made to move the japanese authentic
but
somehow i want it
to be hitoshi
he had that if that about the nineteen sixties
many papers i like week i'm in this country those young people called hippies
and somehow i didn't fear i wanted to become cheap that's that's something not have seen
how to do so i tried to find the are kind of by can of fear away but dot out from that you know ah
a man money making machine
and that was fun i have a chance to be do general she's in a book
the and gary feel fortunate to have connection with this way life that is ah circulars young chimpanzees are that came from dog and since and ah two hundred and fifty the part of behind the and the or santa ana
didn't have this time to move second idea really feel fear i was fortunate to have this connection so i could be free from you know japanese society but i i i can be healthy
so this desire to know who i put we have added a healthy out we'll drive think we have said something are not healthy in our daily lives in a society
i mean
a couple years countries as to this mistake
gratifying knowing how to live in a hit a few in or knowing how to walk with people not by myself but it's not a my personally individually when right now is healthy life should be together with all things
at least according to
my rampant isn't we are being some number ethically bound to say
i don't like this matters to save but also you know what for this are english translation sake is to crossover
means turns out the back button samsara and nirvana and in this are called the shore and other shore and this crossing over from this joy of samsara
to the other show of nirvana is for this ah what dog means so i'm not sure i should just to see who is are back to writing a look
to help or no whole beings or beaks to cross over this boundary between santa clara
nothing puts set about practice and practice
so he added clear some patient the system of saffron after the other sure that means become buddha fact the potatoes are active guild buddha is too
here practically or the that ah accomplished
if if he didn't actually ah the very origin of about in buddhism was ah you know put up stand up to the up from his sitting under the bodhi tree and walked to that the ipad
to teach five of five practitioners the that standing up from his sitting is i think that or zero point of found in prison
so as i could have children we should follow his example
that means that we need to sit and that are volatile but somehow we do stand up and go outside and share this teaching and practice with others
that is a session of suffering
so session of suffering is not yet simplicity of course we need sick to sit and do we need some people who really focus on sitting but we need the other academically also
ah and ah in the final as part of this frame again essays hello my human eyes
i feel it's really impossible to become a under
this is a matter of course that is kind of hobbies interests
you know if we think with in this lifetime there's no way we accompany see these for balance
so ah about is interest
but this i got what topics does
vows to practice we got to practice to australia
to the route ketamine and tells me yes i will
melissa yes i will is gonna say ah all of us have to say getting there ah do guys ceremony from we you can precept a pitcher did decide that it new each have a present
and now we are asked to try to have that this and we have to think you're saying we're so you have already said i
that means we agree to
yeah continue this practice ah
best of my life by even after a if
just practise like know that here now means because this is not a goal we can not cheap factory can do it on got now backing up items this one stick
and she said we need to continue
so moment by moment this moment on this activity tight to now his own the actual practice what do we get in the past was already gone so we cannot be proud of
how much i accomplished what we don't need to give it that the i didn't practice for macho i did some mistakes but each moment back now like here we are all completely fresh and we need to do something with this fresh
mind and this is the fact is called begin as my insecurity kitchen so we need to be a beginner in each moment that means that we need to be fresh each moment
and yet in our goal is still in our future it has not yet come so it's not reality can be everything is practically are doing
i can have back here
we just ah be packing tape and mind food sometime between now and this activity on this moment
take us to connect step and that is from in the next moment that is car on the present at a moment but i'm doing now it's already past so this is how we practice a step by step moment by moment
day after day
just practice at here now and actually of continuity
andrew sd for forever
this is living in the system our boys had to by way of life lit by wow i said have happened he rushes yeah they the name of of yoshi tend to was conservative surety given by been wandering in bomb
that is an apple position of i ordinary dipping beings way would i that is costs your game show and question our opposition gosh i'm getting pretty bad a coma
instead of being read by our karma karma means ah past ah
experiences and our conditions
the be fruit by karma we are like vampire
that a difference between post sativa and ah
no way of getting bleak
and finally got the leader said here in his once peaceful life fun
so this ah
what's that about practice in by lamp not by our a coma coma is our conditioned ah
thinking or idea what this area
only not add to this ah who need to be free from our our karma
and ah we have to declare our fresh start at this moment at now yeah has a voice to that works out about that means hunting
take even a five step toward that direction that than he'd be monogamous number is what i got to same page or for that's how the grinch who put that way is answer perfectly he back to get it
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