April 15th, 1969, Serial No. 00042
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ah skillful means skillful means
hmm
ah yesterday i said the something
yeah is something treasure were divisions exist and that's why we have tools we have we suffer from them
hmm
as a lot of been among a mountain mount t among tea
mancini
mountaineers ah said
ah
the monkey exist there that's fine i climbed mountains
ah
to exist a something beyond coalition's our conditions
ah
hmm
they've finest and safe you are loss if you lose so your are puzzles or i and to on book or since yourself
you have to looking for you have to look for ways sometimes you ask someone and you know where it is no one knows i don't know where is
you have to every day you have to look for it
at that time and then yeah after wrong long search
you you will i look for it that time you said kenny medics
think the explanation saying yeah yeahs i think i have for the to me
to tell me my is the our conception and which advances in salt
kenny's the moment when when you say year is it is already concessions know what to see
what you want to get what you get the existence of pencil
he said yeah is but pensar itself exist already before regardless of your idea saying gattis
this is the a think real existence or isn't
ah but we have to as long as we are human being we have two oz contemplate the existence of peasant
in domain of condition condition as long as you can realize that you can only arise saying yeah days
you have to discuss what is where it is
i think this is our the ah ah want to say our day
skillful ms taught by a buddha
according to buddhism is is skillful meals are the explained by from cheese of causation were emptiness war condition dollar donation was set to insight
hmm
ah
but you know
the
this ah
i think you know dear
many the least there are many face so many things to exist there exists so many things that you think that you can you can you town accept to all of them
because they exist the know all things would exist
are probably ave often create make a man create troubles
ah so you think i can't i can't accept and said to existence said you're all all saints
but wait you when you think wait you think everything exist is as already the are a sort of conception sort of conception were to think
ha
hmm
i think ah the a skillful means taught by a buddha is seems seems to be easy easy to understand but the it is not easy to understand actor
hmm
because always we we think they're ah skillful skiffle ms
his real truth the existence of real truths and existence of the tools
ah the skillful ms skill mins in a man or to ah two ah
lead to the new were to ah
utilizing the tools
hmm
for instance you know the i kept a kept bill
have a very interesting curiosity
he himself
ah he will a poke his head to into every nook and crannies of for of a house
and if he go out of door
he looked a he put he will poke his head into the into the hall on the ground what what i'd seen it
ah in not attempt to in an attempt to satisfy his curiosity
they you you look at a when you look at to discuss the look on him
you know where you know you know what what a what are you seen it so you say or don't or don't don't go there if you go if you go you will have trouble go there but cat doesn't care doesn't give maybe
you can't tell you that none of your visit
keep your breath to keep it to cool you are to cu your parties
hello
give me and on
and maybe ah
here's so ready to lead to a look at look at the whole what a in
ah
actually he doesn't kill or what is the unit industrial curiosity as a empower him to go there it
no but human but you know already you know already why it is
this way dissuade the him a fun going there are all the go there
day you explain a you tell him as such and such
the are taking are taking a good example
a few for instance of field few days ago your friend your friend went to there were there and look at or look at the whole
a little do you know what what what it will happen and pick
actually a scan appeared i'll have the only real and to be careful he doesn't give if he is ready to go there
the moment when he poke his head into the whole can happened to ideas
accounts where are to his credit him with the vies for few
i'm very sorry for you than me but he asked maybe
a cat the cat to tell you are that that's none of your business because he believed he believed my best my businesses the just a curiosity yes is my business
the same needs to be set to human v that's none of your business it is if my visit built this is my curiosity with gst is always based on aim of you know
so the buddha already knows what the war there
do you know what what we what will happen buddha already know then buddha explain expand as can't exist already only in know
but the england's don't know that
doesn't know that and so
the buddha always are our autumn go there always tell you i'll tell you always in in this way that way
but the ones what you and being possess you tell you to to poke your head into the hole on the ground what a what's in it this is troubles
this is trump's then you can in the after looking at after poking out poking me i headed into the hole then you you are aware of what what is what i've seen it it's too late
it's too late
the moment when you look at it and something happens it's too late know because skunk already exist before whether you go near or not
ah
ah
then in on the
ah
maybe you i used ah
ha
no you cannot see you cannot see you cannot see the cat you cannot ignore
you cannot ignore the what what what's the cat what the cat is going on are doing is doing
then you try to you tried to give for our fish born here is fishy barn but the cat the cat the late
it is a bot that the in a luxury june so he he'd take a he'd take no notice in not no notice so fish bar
he is always interesting in eighteen the cat food
ah
hmm
they are no less than the cats at the the his curiosity encourage him to go to look at look at the whole what is in it
but you cannot you cannot ignore it ignore him ignore what he is trying to do
they you try you try to take game and call it you don't go there
this is bodies or practice is good when you understand the skillful means
skillful means in on did the boutiques friends now what what human being is what the whole is what is in the hole
this is the according to the various way via yes our directions and explanation
ah
then when you understand where you understand them as the troops in or the you can have to turn ignore what the cat is trying to do
maybe you a you persuade him to sway him are going there to go there
or not not to go there and this well this this way dissuade him from going there
the
ah
explaining explaining what what is a in in the hole on the ground
ah
on this is this is in on there and that time you're right you see with dora you saved the buddha fall for the cats
but cat doesn't kids but do you are you a buddha
they you explain you you explain it in various way as a skillful means by skillful means
my it is not enough for you know it's not enough to do to do are completely
to help the cats completely saying then next moment you you how it you call him and this way is wayne he ordered to this way dissuade him from
i'm going there
ah this and what to look to turn on what to camera help holding him is the body sad was practice for the southwest pants
the bodhisattvas practices are they
ah live you you build why you understand with you understand the what the various phases of human life
ah
according to the skillful means taught by buddha
hmm
or then in this point the skillful means given dog buddha expense a human life is life is something
this teaching it doesn't is not it's not to to read the human to ah
ah
and to touch to attach a cessation of the existence
and all wait you when you listen to the teaching buddha's teaching the life is life is something so you don't don't like the life or something so i want to go on the any pace and you faced a a any place else
and to find to find a better a better situation
sync of the sutter that teaching such to teaching explaining something traders the emptiness or faced boy of emptiness or conditions or intonations and some seventeen site
it's not is not lead human being to to
ah to tied to the cessation of sensation of the existence to escape escape from the human being something
ah
the the purpose all the skillful means taught by border is
ah to understand to understand or completely or what human being needs
hmm
ah for this
for this the aim
now we need the this the
skillful means the purpose solve skillful ms is are to be to be rousing being rousing being to body suppose body cyprus
ah because all of us bodhisattvas
as not be a human being we have to do as the body sagged
bali sat was practice
otherwise and it's impossible to get the peaceful mess in this world
then skillful means something appraised for something or failure or that emptiness or said the site is to be rousing been to bali cyprus
body most is our bodies are us i didn't come with the yourself
hmm
ah
hmm
then
there
yesterday as i said the last night ah
we have to wherever you go you have to have to accept your life whatever happens and lounge
because everything exist the thing exist already
ah except except concession accept the existence would you can understand what you can realize through through your conception through your through the function of condition
of course we have we have to understand your existence of all beings through these functions on our conditions
but it is not true true understanding
true understanding is that everything exist already
beyond your conditions
it means as the mountaineers said
i want i climbed the mountain because mountain in this day
mm is that he
he is the right in the right for a delight for and ah
ah just climbing trying the mountains
ha
with the unity with unity know with becoming one
our with acting with acting in harmony with the mounting in south
there is no sense of no sense of pride to competitions
oh
just cry just climb the mountains
ah lanky or when he feel we he to see a pleasure and delight to joy
through the experience of describing
he can he is willing to accept
ha any kind of any kind of han failing any kind of hard trading
any kind of suffering with humans from the hard training
because you if we have training is
ha
ah to blame him
to see a delight and joy for thin
ah then the mountaineer says and says he just crime because a mounting this year
ah your head your hat is already exist but
human beings unfortunately human game is liable to forget where hat is where your head aches then you have to looking for it mayonnaise
as long as you have to you have to look for where it is your had to your head your pencil be a it is
we have to reserve for the existence of all be all beings
and domain of condition
even though you can understand what it is food in the domain of condition and it's not real understanding
lil understanding is to consist the end to consisted in
ah
the reality they act up to fact
hmm the consist in the four elements for elements of the completeness when i viewed
this is
this is our very important added to the life
the to create in from the viewpoint of boys and we have to create the human live your own life to create your life is to be to exist
to to exist in your own right
through and through
ah
hmm
hey next there are you have a christian if you have a christian place
time
you say dear to climb the mountain just because it uses he
sometimes it seems like
the says
in tv
ah yes maybe ah
if the stone while welcome good already knows when the stone welcome that time to go there are are them with there
but our the cognition our condition don't know exactly when the storm welcome
at that time when the pura notes or day when the stone welcome
you know the buddha says take a bullet a you don't go there and go found mounting
this is the ah
this is the skillful ms to be given to give to be given to the human being
mountaineer in all the mountaineer research search for the condition though my mountains mountain through the in the domain of his condition
in various way
because this is no takes mountaineers mountaineer have to have to exist in in the domain of skillful means
the storms or snowden's it
or steep mountains everything
then we have to desert before going there
as long as be we can we can recognize the existence of mountains in the domain of your condition we have to research for it before going there
ah and yet in human being human being very often mistake a mistake on our side
to tell the truth strictly speaking mistake is not real mistake
that are like carve a mistake is like us company northern over a star
so the to stumbled to stumble over stories also important for human being
if you go if you go as smoothly without digs out without fumbling over a stan your life is not the video your
as if if your life is like this in your life she seemed so a grass grass growing in the shadows me sad
the thin no is
hmm
okay
last time
i can understand
while the much repeated go ah
hmm yes ah
no you if you the the the bulking our bodies are particularly then story
you know the the apron or of buddha even a buddha is not explain is not to explain our enter according to a certain time this is gonna be a day here then the one is a story doesn't
tell you that way
the buddha is know if you try to the the effect call or did escape any kind of their stories that's okay
maybe are you will find the whatsapp for i'm not too kind and many kinds of water
many kinds of
you know they as has been said before you
if you say at this is vora i am beginner and angry home on a student so please tell me what for his face tell me how to do or students of zen buddhism
you know then you'll try to expand what would a is what day is
think it is it is it has nothing to do with your daily life
you know the it seems to me that the you explain
ah in the you explain you explain our know what what is what a thing or two of the cats cats dozen kids than two cats thousand kids just does he is waiting
to a oh he is to do is to be waiting to go there and look at it but what i see this is this is a cats visits had
so it can't stay you that numb your visits
then you try to explain what buddha is what day
i think i think it so it has nothing to school with the life situation which is what keeps a living
i live in it
ah yesterday as yesterday's i said as i said yesterday when you confront the death if you cook for the death
a you can do you can't explain what that
no i want to escape for the escaped from the death but you can't you can because you are already in
i already that consisting in the weirdest day
why do you can explain why you carry explain what their feet
your attitude at that time is to look at the test from the our on look a fun mean that's a death
so that then it is impossible to understand what to the death v
now you you use supports they are they seen in anyways
ah
so you said you said to yourself why i don't like the south
get outta here every year sale get out few but sounding doesn't care
was something is something ten that's not only your business
it
ah
it's
ah but they have to you cannot help you know getting him get over here
but the south still here then between the something and you what's going to happen
there is there is nothing to the but accepting something
with science i can be it can be help
can be help they you accept the less nothing to to leave but just accepted to snug fit
when you accepted you know
ah i think there is that is just silence
after after screaming out fine cannot be
ah
ha
doug
behind behind the struggling behind a screen behind crying
today is nothing but the science the existence of silence that's all that time you can say
then the the doors you are that them master says or please could go to a wash your ball what you bought
before he said people is set in this way the you finished and you finish the a pole
he said yes
do you watch the ball this is a deal in the vivid book in
hmm please
ah
hmm
help me to say i
hmm
ha
the enjoy our bodies to practice the put the emphasis emphasis on the attitude of life added to our life now
create creation creation creation of the attitude of life
not create not creating the desert
resulting life
ah the attitude to it
now you you confound to the death of confirmed the death
how to live
most important things is your own and to how to out to confirm how to accept how to confront how to look at it
ah but your mind in your mind your heart know the you said you said to yourself get out of here
regardless of your idea saying get out here the something there
then if so it so the attitudes of life is nothing but accepting accepting a net
ah
it means how to create your attitude how to create your attitude moment have moment this is this is when you understand this this is buddha this is true this is living living not the border
not buddha as concessions
how would you can go through and theories of your conception set the sights
hank
that's me said
made a mistake
made it seem like a
ah i didn't get
oh charlotte to trump
ah ah sorry to drop always think always thought ah
you know the skillful means taught by buddha ah nice not not excuse me the he he i
ah
you know the he took it into a his head the skillful means skillful means our were on the identical with the tools and so truth itself
you know then that fine you know the for charlie cooper the
absolute to tell it was he he has to he has the experience you know in various way as something as the reasons you know as a regiment many kind for ah
type phases
then he for him it is it was a difficult we came to understand what the truth sets
then now when the buddha says life is something then he thinks yes that side vips and i feel soft but the is no for know what the bullet or want to tell the him
life is a something is is not real truth is not real to the eight x in this explanation deeds and sounded too for to enter the nirvana or truth
enter to a dead
the understanding better
the truth
ha
you know days in our day in day life we think the same is to visit to our day life
i a typical to believe in this war is a buddhist world it is very difficult where is good as world
even though the war even though you're you look for were not as world is
damian and day out
can it's impossible to find it
because now your day like is covered you think you think your daily life is just covered with something one do
of course of would i explain life is something like face based on the a woman's
my it is it is just the skillful means the only to and the human being to enter the to understand what it is
are you help
ah yes ah
how skillful skillful mill the the ah
a room devices
and who devices
ah fan then the the buddha a policeman you know when you weren't to fan a water
now get it so they know the type of human being this year
then when you try to pain that the what the buddha is to me
we have to yeah you will take a from a phone call or third call
he ordered to make me understand what grade
and you make you want to explain about it but it to island
he'll pop fun
we have to take canada another call
we ordered to make her and the founding better what ray
because every each person has different countless different ideas if you know it
every people he he
ha going out with different education with different tack on the friendship
well then
buddha is of a king
yeah i bought are always
lucky
according to the individuals
on this a from me give me
ah
it's not it's not a real to the it not be real true
ah finance monthly if you want to a paul liver
and now some poking out that data hoy near near near a very near for me
so yeah
and cross cross river
but actually the yeah sure is now so call
the more you for forever you you work now
the down at your way if you're going away from you
but sometimes when we're gonna have to say that way display piece here our don't discourage go ahead
well said birthday
if if i get the
killed me
i
my religion
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ah
right
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ah
oh
i mean no as your the region
the
of the buddha
what the border
ah yes ah you know the
ah
you know term
the buddha is what it is to understand completely what you're doing lineage or kit keep but the in your daily life that the young what you think what you and the fan
make you make you to go to go and look at wallet what i've seen it
what is raised in the hole
too fat and fine not attempt to satisfy you going
this is this if the environment what you think what you understand
ah but the buddha is more it is in on know what to a number is to understand are completely what are what you a moron seats cake
then the buddha i about your enjoyment of when gina
in on these are ignorance his first first chevy chase the corporation
and new regime based on based on the human life
ah
so
he's watching what doing months careful
but sometimes you are in ruins tell the product that man of your visits to pick
if you go you are waiting to go now a new way new way of your life for you the rural life is different will i face to go a different but you are england's a he even unfair failure fails go different
in trouble if in trouble is that
kang's read kidneys were you with applies to for few so walk
ah
then in terms of buddha the ignorance is not the is not the increments what you think
the elements eighth
ha payments is our to make you
our enter to lead you to lead you enter the to understanding
what's your life but your life
kate
hey
ha
music
music use it
while using years music by know i know has been what to mine
but it's always my life
right on the appalachian now but
all they want my can stop it
the
and what are you doing what you want you want me what do you want
in domain or sector music
one thing
me
to distract or the your mind just distracted did but the or what do you what you want to doing that the name of disrupting your mind
happy treadmill
isn't it
we take care of your
no distracting new mine kate
ah
record fun
dennis them are you don't think i'm understand
a look at with
the everything you can donate or a certain way to get rid of your ah it will be no
obstacle
your noisy
when kids raising in your mind
ah i think you you think yes and that
but
there is no way you wait to explain clearly in that way
you know the ah
you know i think it is all right that is so there are many kind of crazy
you can there are not many choices many choices then when you want to go better phrase or a to make your mind com
you know ah
but i don't know where ah
that the place the the twentieth questionable questionable worth
in a questionable worth
to make your mind com
i don't know if that
even because you know the different book here is a desktop
you know this book is not a suitable place to put any here then you move it from here today
and you think this is very good faith for them for this book
but now original or it no problem with
you can you can't solve you can't solve more eternal me
you know the program me are the that this book and problem is with in this blog the other was problem with within yourself
you can move you can move to every trade what you write
but now wherever you go wherever you move
ah ah what do you want
the talk to you but you don't forget that you always can your original comment on eating on for
now all cannot form when we is nothing but accepted
accepted
if you want you you have to look at your to no problem and attempt
but wherever you go
i don't be
just by moving to moving to any place else
what to think what you think it will be better place
it's not it's not the mud or solution not model solution
the sun with your it now for them
regional problem is follow you wherever you go
then you can sit meditation during sitting meditation your money so raising your mind yourself
what do you do
where are you going there are you going
live from a better place to find
to find he ordered to make your mind com what to he order to get rid of your problem
i don't think so
if you find the problem if you find for him now add the time will for sitting meditation
you should have it
it's like it seems to me that the are you are
you confirmed the death they sell
the same is to be said to the confronting that said the real fact what you get fact that you confirm the death itself
escape from death death is the original problem for you and that time
you can they gave it and you can stay here also
you can know what i mean
you can't move
what do you do what you do
this is what do you do it so the fashioned and oh and
what do you do
even though you can find various way given his explanation
yes ah
i have some good idea to get rid of the death in with come in
i had think so
there you go there and some of the other person said to you come on come on this year now come on this one this way
it is better praise rather than that
but i don't think
then you go there
matthew discouraged that's all
whenever you going to say you follow the same
because the on each no problem as a death is always following you
every then you can whoop you can move every inch and you
found the ground what you are with you are standing
you can really you can
camp what do you do what do to seem infant
then you said you said to yourself what shall i do please tell me this is question prison
do you think so
the question is just fine like a dog and lindsay
with t experience in china
what's for what's they use so taking the always thinking be what's the use of understanding what break
he can he can't fate
ha then it is or anything good to find the your mind with kids re yourself yearning sitting meditation that's pretty good so it is not on this
third to get laid on your mind
nine
ah if you if you find it more you find it such a situation move your mind the more you should try to tried to make every effort to set meditation
hats off with sense
the thought and if not no better way movement better way to get laid off
rather than now to accept
your actual fact
when when you a name at every moment with you in account the account
k
huh
huh
i'm upon
the venerable challis food truck that spoke to the law
my doubt is gone all lord my my answer certain j is at the end all yelling for the mouse of the wrong my destiny to suit claiming he lightened
but these two hundred self control disciples or lord who have been placed by the
on the stage of cyclists have been thus admonish and instructed
my preaching of the law or monks comes to this that deliverance from birth ah decrepitude
the disease and deaths is inseparably connected with nirvana
and these two thousand monks or load
is thy disciples was those who asked the and training and a debts who all of them are free from false views about the soul for views about existence falls
use but cessation existence
fee a short from all fours views who are fancy fancy themselves to have reached the stage of nirvana
these have fallen into uncertainty by healing found the mouth of the road this know what they had not heard before
therefore or own please speak to these monks to dispel their an easiness
so that the for process of the audience audience or load may be relieved to form the a doubt and perplexity
this speech of the benevolent benevolent a venerable charlie putra
the load road i said to him the following
have i not told the before charlotte to drug that to the tatar under bridges the law by ever devices
ah delhi in elections and and indications are fundamental ideas interpretations with due regard to the different dispositions and inclinations of features whose temperament as
so various various
all his teachings of the law have no other end but soothing and perfect enlightenment for what she is rousing beings to the body sample cause
but surely putra to elucidate this matter more at lot youngblood tell the ah palatable for men of good and standing well january lead me enough catch the meaning of what is taught under the shade
of a pineapple
hmm
think you understand what it's what
ha
ah what
oh what discuss be chained the challenge to draw and buddha
ah
the last night
hmm
i said to her the situation or fun for students who have is confronting the debts her death
hmm as
ah she had as she has said
ah in her with her our ports
hmm
day day in day out
she just listened to noises
what she knows this phone
the on the monologue on the hot pain coming from her dates
hmm
but in a few minutes
behind it
the silence the sites
hmm
ah
hmm
the human being
are all worse as a human being
exist dusting the in in sections infections of time and space
our which means just been a minute to were are contradictory world
ah
hmm i think the if you ah if you are i think you are realize
ah yourself
in how situation you exist in everyday life
they are particularly if you confront the something
ah
ah
you want to escape from it
on one hand but on the other
you cannot you cannot escape from it
besides the something doesn't move
move out to any place else
something i remain existing existing within yourself every go a violence you
hmm that time there is nothing to leave but
ha
the
a screaming paving and crying
say and says a sentence saying health please help
well why should i do
on this occasion if you look at your insight
you know mind
ah when one side won't now on one hand you think you'd think i gave up and anything at all
ah the other sides
on the other
you think nevertheless i can give up
something that should do that should i should be done
then the you're now life situation live up to life situation
i existed in the middle of the contradictory work
you cannot go you can go to any place else
except except your own reality
what do you are in us it as a situated in
ah at that time ah i think you will notice that how you feel
the behind the screaming trying to think there is nothing but
nothing to leave but the silence existence of science and acceptance of your existence
oh
so as he one of students are said team how porn
ah
on the other on one hand she he realize see our her she'll realize ah
ah
the monologue paying his ranging herself
ah but and also that i see cannot move and inch set her on the on it
that time
as he said
behind it
just silence exist
you think that this is real tools
hmm
oh
but this silence is not merely silence
if you if you sit on the chairs of silence you know it is it's not enough to understand what you are who you are
because anybody can set of the trunk worry
heavily can sit on the chairs of the trunk waiting on our of the chairs of the silence
on the tears of understanding crime agency
the at the every time when you encounter in various pages of human life
you can understand what if human being needs
ah then move your experience i think you can understand the times see this work
hmm
but ah
the understanding your understanding or transit is not enough to r to improve our to elevate you are like
i told the direction of the youtube video
if you say if your state if you stay at the present it is all right it is all right to sit on the chairs of silence or tom brady
know
all you are now in tatar and surrounding by funk way
they you are very happy you you perceive that you are really hot
ah but understanding understanding plan pointed or silence is not enough to anyway
elevate to your life
you have to make your silence make your trunk tranquillity ah
a nugget of form give them for
ah
i know ah to put the
hmm
ah
you have to develop we have to develop silence and trunk with the understanding silence and frankly
i to ah
hi your level to higher level ms of fact call at the actual practice at some practice and was vivid life will life
hmm
then there are
the skillful means
they told by buddha
as the buddha says
ah
it's not for the sake of the sake of ah
seiko cultivating cultivating a person to go the integration
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